Simplicity.

stress

Posted on Monday, February 23, 2009, at 9:33 PM

Oh dear!

oh my....!!

i am stressed! yeah that is the word... STRESSED!

Poly life is really gettin to my neck!

gosh..

being super busy now..

may be is because of me joining too many things in school..

trying to get my timetable as pack as possible

so that i wouldn't not have free time..
everyday pack to the max!

with this.. i will be busy with something for like 18 hours per day..
excluding the time i sleep and eat and travel
thats the only time that i usually am free to think..

if i am being blessed with the enegry
how i wish i can use those times to be busy too.

As only when being busy

i won't not have the time to think...

to think of the FACT..

to face the reality..

to have no time to think makes me

live in a world of denial..

to not have the time to wonder off in my mind

makes me feel that i am still there...

i know that i am running away..

but thats all i can do now..

wonder how long my body can take it...

not its like..

i joined about 4 CCAs..

all those CCAs takes alot of my time

and it is energy draining...

with that, i can just slam myself onto the bed

every night. preventing me from thinking before i fall asleep..

and now..

i am mugging for my end of year exams..

and guess what..

i am studying MUCH harder than i do for my Os..

study the whole day..

and i mean the WHOLE day!

have never worked so hard before..
but i know that even with these hard work

i won't score well..

hiax..

STRESSED!

everything is being bottled up..