a steel or tooth pick
Posted on Wednesday, July 23, 2008, at 4:01 PM
Is life just a journey that each an everyone of us must walk through..Or its just something more?
But I don’t feel it now?
Why is it so…. Life?
What a word…
so near yet so far..
I have a ques for u guys.
What do you guys think,
is life as strong as a steel bar.
Where, no matter what comes to it.
No matter what u do to it,
it will still be standing there strong?
Or is life, like a tooth pick.
It MAY look strong but with one snap..
bang!
Its broken and gone..
After some period, I suddenly feel that life is so fragile…
so weak , so break-able..
Nth seems to be real, nth seem to be important….
Just life…
Why is it that, ppl from different around the world,
although they hold the same thing; life.
Yet they view it differently?
In America or even Singapore,
ppl always say they wanna to end their life,
wanna commit sucide.
Do they really view so little of their own life?
But ppl in south Africa,
they are struggling every single day just to stay alive?
life is really too short for one to waste, to take it for granted..
we do not know what will happen the next moment.
ur life might just end at that very moment.
an accident, a heart attack, got stabbed.....etc..
someone once told me that. it isnt how u life but the way u do..
how are u going to treasure or waste ur life...
just think abt it guys? how have u been livining for the past few year?
how have u displayed urself for others to judge you?
are u going to stick with that life style for the next decades
or are u going to change...
the power of changes is in our hands...
it has been a few weeks that i understand and feel the feeling of
having alot of things that you wanna do but u dont have much time left..
its only after 17 years that i really thought abt what i really wanna do and accomplish
in my this pathetic life..
i also learnt that we cant expect too much from the future
.......
just a dream
Posted on Wednesday, July 9, 2008, at 9:34 AM
Was just checking on my blog when ifound out that it really has been some time since i posted something..
hehe... why is it so?
in the past, i can almost post abt from everything to anything
every single day..
but now,.... it seems as though
i have to squeeze out something so that
i can blog a little of something oin my blog
so that it will be alive...
why has it turn out to be this way?
can anyone of u kind soul out there
pls enlighten this poor boy?
lol!
today i will post something short,
but something which i feel tt its sweet...
it isnt something that i saw in the streets ...
its not something that happened to me.. ( i mean not directly)
i had a dream 2 days ago...
although i was a super short one...
but it was something that i will remember..
i dreamt that, i also dont know why
but i was wearing Kranji Uniform again
i think i was walking back home from school..
or was it walking to school
either one..
i was just chatting with my friends, making a hell of a noise
as usual
and while i was laughing SUPER loudly
i had a glimpse of an eye
and saw that u were just walking behind me and my friends
with your friends...
you caught my glimpse
and in no time, u just stop over there...
letting ur friends go 1st...
although we didnt exchange any form of communication of any
form of signal or wat so ever.
you just know that i will leave my friends and walk towards you..
and indeed, i did!!..
in the end of course we spend time together..
to many or all of u guys
this might be like
'' so what?"
but it isnt to me...
the feeling of us knowing each other so well tat we know
what each other wants or each other will do even without saying it out....
and the feeling of you waiting for me..
like the past..... waiting for me.......
hehe..
but it was all a dream
and ppl do say tt
when u remember ur dreams
most likely it wont really happen in reality..
is it true?
will my dream come true?....
hiax
Posted on Wednesday, July 2, 2008, at 2:20 PM
No one's heart is made of metal or steelnor is it made of gold or silver.
each and everyone's heart is made up of
flesh, pure flesh
flesh that would get hurt or damaged.
flesh that can feel the pain when it is boiled
flesh that can feel the pain when it is burnt
flesh that can feel all sorts of pain by all sort of damage.
and my heart is no different..
is it the heart that feels the pain
or
is it the mind tt tells the nerve that there is pain...?
when such things happen
which is the one that feels the pain?
for me, it starts from the ears..
my ears are the 1st the feel the pain,
then followed by my brain who feel sorrow and transport the messenge
to the heart, that feels the real damage
and all these can be seen from the outside...
But God is clever.....
He makes the eyes do the trick...
it feels so weird now...
everything....
im not made special by no one....
i feel pains too...
but ................ but.........
sorry guys, i cant tell u what has happened...
i really need time... alone...
just let this lost sheep wander anywhere it wants...
he now belongs to no one and no where.....