Simplicity.

if i were a boy

Posted on Monday, October 27, 2008, at 12:00 AM

first i would like to apologise to everyone that looks at my blog.
im sorry for not updating my blog as frequent as i use to do
but just that
sometimes i really dont know what to update..
haha
as life is just.."normal" for me.
nothing exciting that is happenning!
hence i feel that if i were to update those.
lets not talk about you feeling bored while reading
even i will feel bored while writting haha!
get what i mean?
hope you guys understand

well. some of you guys might be thinking this now
" woah, so you have something interesteing to post today?"
haha..
errr... not really..
i want to blog about my blog song
the very first time that i listen to this song
i know that its a very meaningful song..

it really shows how a guy acts in a relationship
how guys tend to forget little details that may be insignificant to them
but very important for the girl and a relationship!
how guys tend to take the girls for granted!
how guys tend to not do the right things!
how guys tend to be just GUYS!

and

how girls always tend to be the one sacrificing for the relationship
how girls always tend to be the one that gives all and recieve none
how girls always tend to be the one at the losing end.
how girls always tend to be the one feeling hurt

after really listening and lookin at the lyrics
i feel that. i am just an ordinary guy that
the song is singing about.
im not any special guy that treats his girl any way special?
do you feel disappointed?

but this song wont be the song that pulls me down
it will be the song that motivates me..
motivates me to be a better boy.... to her
i will try my best!
this i promise you.
as i want the best for you..

"If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy,
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so
they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and
make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful,
waiting for me to come home
To come home "

stil missing

Posted on Monday, October 20, 2008, at 5:39 PM

Here are just some of the pics that were taken during my trip
more can be found in my friendster

but i still have THOUSANDS of pics not uploaded
and i really mean THOUSANDS..

yeah..

though it has been about 2 weeks

but i still cant seem to forget about them

not that i want to.

but its like. no matter what i do

i will tend to relate to them

its a good thing is some way or another
it makes me realise how lucky i am

but i just hate this "missing" feeling

i dont like it..

its like u miss them but u can hardly call or see them

gosh...!!
why cant they be in Singapore

wat a wishful thought

hmm....

well school has started

and it is getting from boring to dull to dry to sleepy

i dont know why am i feel this

isnt Poly life suppose to be full of excitement and fun?
hiax..

O lvl just started

wishing all the sec 4 and sec 5
best of luck
be careful and you guys can do it!!!

LEAVE KRANJI WITH NO REGRETS!!

UNACAS

Posted on Sunday, October 12, 2008, at 12:46 PM

hello guys..
it has been really a while since i touched my blog
i promised you guys that i will post abt my trip to cambodia to an orphange (UNACAS) when i
have settle my emotion
but i thought of it. and i feel that
i will just keep what i have learnt there to myself..
as there is just too much to write..
and i dont know where to start from..
its like.. though im suppose to be there doing Service Learning.
and im suppose to like teach them something.
But, what happened was that they taught me more things that i have done to them
and they did it un-knowingly...
what i taught them was just something simple.. something that you can pay one to teach u
but what they taught me is priceless.. no professor or lecturer can teach u this..
and they taught me so well.
that now. when i do almost everything
i will think back of them...

this really make me feel lost!
i mean, WHY am i soo fortunate?
why cant like God take my fortunate-ty and theirs
we add up those together
and divide it equally among them and myself..
its like..
they have only a little things, near to nothing. yet
they are happy. and really means very genuinely happy
but we have alot of things... near to everything
yet we are not really happy. we complain about everything...
we are always not contented..

i feel that... im such a failure...
too be frank, i feel that i have TOO much..
things that arent really neccessary for one to live in this world..
one that are just an extra thing ....
their simplicty really impacted me...
gosh i miss them!
alot!!!

sorry guys that i didnt share much.
as i feel that it would be better if i hide this trip deep into me..
where i can really appreciate it..

back!

Posted on Saturday, October 4, 2008, at 9:23 PM

Hi guys
im back finally..
though i dont really feel like coming back
as i would rather stay there
have a simple life..
the simplicity they have there really attracts me..

i posted just want to tell u guys that im back..
sorry that i wouldnt upload my pics
and not tell u guys how the trip goes etc
as im still emo-ing
will only do that when im feelin better k?
i promise