1st and fore-most
i would like to wish every single one of u guys
a JOYOUS CHRISTMAS!!
haha!!
u might be thinking..
eh? the day is already goin to end, y am i wishing u guys at the last min
if u are thinking this way
u are wrong.
if im not wrong
Christmas last for 12 days!

how was ur Christmas this year?
average?Good?Great?Brillant?Perfect?
well, i can tell u mine
i had a BLAST!!
for my 16 years of life
this is the best christmas party
as usually my family dun realli have the tradition to celebrate
Christmas....sob...
why cant i be like u guys who celebrate christmas at home

but this year, i had a totally diff christmas
the way i celebrate it
and the way i spend my christmas
this year, i spent it with a group of my friends
and this was made possible
all thanks to KEW XINDI!
thanks gal! for inviting us for ur great party!
had a total of 19 ppl who went to the party ( xindi, its 19 ar not 18 worh!)
and i can tell u this
xindi's house its nice... darn nice!!
and wat i liked abt her house is her pets....
her parrotS.... she have 16 of them if im not wrong
!!!
NICE!!

HAHA
ok ok back to the party
we reached her house, later as planned
as some of us were late
and when we were there
we had to put out the fire..
let me repeat. we didnt have to start a fire
we had to put it out!
as the fire was too strong, too big
the fire wasnt made for BBQ it was more like mini campfire!
the moment we placed the Otahs on the grill
we realli regret making tt move
the pandan leaves tt were coverin the Otahs got burnt
and one of Xindi's Otah was..........haha...
the pandan leaves were so burnt tt
once she used the tongs n lift it up
Most of the leave turned to ash n wat was left was an Otah without a cover!

then we chatted our hearts out!
at a few moments i would just stop eating n talkin
and just look ard .... just look at my friends
just wondering, when will be the next time tt we can spend time together?
4 yrs being together isnt enough!
and now, gg to diff sch...
b4 this party
ive slowly beginnning to forget the feeling of spending time with KRANJIANs
thnks to xindi again, tt the feeling is back!

at ard 10 plus most of us went home
and onli left 9 of us tt were planning to stay over at xindi's place
we spend the whole night playing majong (ON THE FLOOR)
thnks to xindi AGAIN!
Nathan, Wei xun n myself made a 20 mins walk frm xindi's place
to nathan's house just to take the majong set
and we asked xindi if she had any table for us to play
as we didnt wanna carry the majong table all the way to her house
and she said yes
when we got back
guess how big the table was
it was a square table
the length was LESS THAN ONE METRE
OMG!!
how to play!
no choice lor all on the ground le lor
we also played poker, PS ... etc..

And the GAL that said wanna stay awake the whole night
started asking us to go to slp at ard 5 plus...
haha....
at 1st onli a few of us slpt
the next thing u knew...
u could not see a single pair of eyes open..
u could not hear a single person not mumbling something frm their dreams.
Need not me to mention who she is la....haha!!
and after 1 hr plus
THE SAME PERSON
started to wake us up
but in a un-convincing manner
once she openned her eyes
she said '' wake up leh.....wake up leh''
then when we woke up
we realise tt she fell aslp again?!?!?!?!?!
this didnt happen just once
it happen for 4 - 5 times
lol!!!!

but overall
this was a totally diff experience of christmas for me
celebrating the Season of Giving with a Family tt celebrates Xmas.
haha feel so diff!!
now i understand y ppl like to celebrate Xmas soo much!
the time when ppl gather
the time when we forgive n forget
the time when we Give and not take ( have la presents)
the time when we just sit back n think abt the times we spend in the previous year
the time when we all get ready together to face the new year!

I LIKE CHRISTMAS!!
thnks xindi! again!!
realli,,,...!! realli wanna thnks u!
and lastly, thnks for the present xindi!
love it!

haha
im realli pissed off today
but do i sound pissed off?
haha

well,ive 2 things to share with u guys
n both of them links to the hotel call Ritz Carlton
aggrrrrr!!

well, today i went to Ritz for interview
to work as a waiter over at their banquet
and when i reached there with Nathan n Wei xun
bring me there
the manager saw me
n she said this to me
'' your hair is too long, go cut it and then come for interview''
i was totally stunned?
huh?
at 1st i thought that she was just joking
hence i just smiled at her
and she said
'' eh im serious, go cut now then come back b4 1pm''
i was like
my hair isnt long?
its just THICK i guess

i had no choice
thus we hurried to the nearest place where i can get my hair done
n just my luck ( in a sacarstic manner)
we went to the place where u can get ur hair done in just 10 mins
with 10 bucks
ever since i 1st saw tt place
i have always suspect their skills of cutting there
i didnt want to go
but i had no choice

the worst thing was that
the guy told me that i used too much wax and it was hard to cut
he even said
'' wah lao, even my cutter cant cut ur hair!''
i was like cant be bah...
the guy was so rough that
he keep on pulling my hair with his comb
it felt as though he was attempting to pull my hair out frm my skull
OUCH!!!
in the end
i was ryt
I HATE MY NEW HAIR STYLE

i wanted to keep my hair long
so that my usual bubble could change my hair style for me
n now, i have to grow them back all over again
hence my pas 3 and a 1/2 weeks had come to a waste
MY HAIR.......
just becaz of an interview i go change my hairstyle to an ugly one!
agrrr....
its still ok if my hair style its nice
i dun mind growing it back all over again
but the point is, it isnt nice AT ALL!!!!
haix, dun laugh at me when u see me ar!!
sob sob!!

and here is the 2nd thing
when i went back
another manager asked how old i was
i said 16
he was stunned
he told me tt i looked 18?
n he wasnt the onli one
alot of my collegues and supervizers at Carrefour
also thought tt im 18 or a poly student?
can i ask u
do i realli look tt old to u guys?
realli meh?
have i grown old??

RITZ CARLTON
GIVE ME BACK MY HAIR!!!!

haha
1stly i would like to thnk my
God sis - RANI
for helping me do my blog's renovation
lol.. finally it is done
after asking othersl to help me do it ( as i duno how to do ) hehe
they keep on saying ok ok , but in the end didnt do
except for RANI
thnk you
and thnks to her
finally its done..

today's post wont be a little diff
it wont be very long, nor very emo
i wont like to just explain my new blog
hehe..
it might look simple
but everything inside
reflects my life and me..

ok now lets just with the 1 thing tt will catch ur attention
when u 1st come to my blog
the 3 pics..
in the 1st pictures it writes
'' Please dun break it''
and it show some1 giving his heart to the other person
this is in the same case for me
whenever im in a relationship,
i give my WHOLE heart out
give my everything
but what will i get in return?
anything? something? or even nothing?
everytime i pass my heart to someone
it will always get scratchs on it, crack marks
n sometimes even broken into pieces...
but whenever that happens?
is there any1 there for me?
A joker has its sad moments
A mime has its emo moments
A clown has its lonely moments
let alone me.....
have been fighthing all these alone..
with the un-fully complete heart of mine.
will i ever find some1 tt will care for my heart
as much as she care for hers?

2nd pic
it shows a boy
although being hurt but still wanna gets something for his gal
like me...
no matter wat happens on the way.
if i wanna to give something to my gal
i wont stop
even if it takes me weeks to do
even if it cost me a bomb
even if will injuried me
i will continue doing
as the smile on her face in the end
is the best cure for any wounds
is the best price that any money can afford
i mean, who doesnt wanna to give something to their
love ones just to see them happy
even though something might happen in the midst of doing it
but its for them
its worth it..

it u look carefully
the 1st two pics are both
frm the emo charater
this shows that
im actually also an emo guy *wink*
i might seem very strong, out-going, cheerful
in front of u guys
but actually im still weak in the inside
i might have alot of friends
but how many of them actually entered to my emo side?
may be after so many events and so many things
where i fought my emoness myself,with no aid , in the darkness
im startin to lose the battle. starting to be like....
kheh hong ( haha, no offence bro)
lol. but u guys get wat i mean...

the 3rd pic show a different side of me
although im emo
but sometimes i can also me a joker
just like the 3rd pic
the rabbit might look funny n make u all laugh
and tt is wat i might always do...
haha
may be this is a way for me to hide or escape frm my own prob
may be seeing u guys laugh
makes me forget abt me battling with the emo monster?

haha n lastly the song
look at the lyrics
feel the song
and find out wat im trying to say through this song......

We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

[Chorus:]
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

[Chorus]

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

hello guys
1st, i would like to apologise
for all the late replys on my tag board, emails and friendster testi
as i am working now, n do not have time to be online..
lets not talk abt being online,
i dun even have to time to LOOK at my com.
put aside touching it.....

haha..
for this past few days
nth realli much to look forward to, after the prom
as though my life = no life
haha!!
so, dun think can update any interesting post this time round..
sorry!

a few days back
while i was having supper with my family.
while we were eating.
a begger came walkin towards us.
he was kinda old. wearing kinda torned n dirty cloths
and he looked sagged..
he came to my mom
and as usual she will give them a few dollars.
he thnked us and walked to another table!!

he walked to the next table.
where there was an old couple ( ard 40 to 50 yrs old)
n when i say couple, i dun mean those married husband n wife
i mean those boy friend, girl friend those.
they were drinking beer.
when the begger asked for some money
the guy ( duno was he trying to impress his gal, or was he drunk)
he said this '' You stand there and dance for me 1st'' so loudly as though
wanting everyone there to heard
Come on la!. the begger is already tt old and even have walkin difficulties
and yet u are asking him to dance for u get get some money?
so inhuman...
is it a joke to him????

i think that, due to his walking disablility
the begger ( ok, let change his name, dun wanna call him begger, lets call him Tom)
k, Tom, swallowed his pride, took a deep breath and started to sing loudly
n tried to do some hand moment.... somehow like a mini dance
tt bugger ( the couple) was laughin at him,
showing no sign of appreciation or wat so ever!
the worst thing is
after Tom's '' performance''
he didnt give him a single cent and even chased him away
WAT IS THIS!!
so wat if he have much more money than Tom
at tt moment i reallli feel like
taking money and throw at that couple!

Who or What shld to be blamed for this...
not the couple, not me nor Tom
is MONEY again..
if not for MONEY, would Tom embarrass himself infront of everyone
if not for MONEY, would Tom go walkin ard bending his back n head, beggin
if not for MONEY, would tt couple have the ...... the.... watever to ask Tom to do that
MONEY.... MONEY.... it all come down to this!!

last night
i was watching a chinese dramma
n one of the actor said this, tt i thought abt it
and thought tt its kinnda true
'' MONEY is the root of all evil
If you are rich, everyone will respect you and believe you
even the ghosts will respect u like Deties.
If you are poor. everyone will treat you like dog-shit''
think abt it...... its it true?

Why is MONEY ( just a few piece of printed paper)
so light yet so heavy?
so worthless yet so priceless?
so weak yet so powerfull?

can we do without money?
we always say
health is priceless
love is priceless
friendship is priceless
but,
we alway ALSO say that
can friendship or wat so ever
let us earn some MONEY?
isnt it strange? its priceless yet, it cant give us any money?

WHY DO WE PPL SEE MONEY AS HEAVILY?
i asked b4 and i will ask again.
is MONEY so and that important?
Without money, are we realli nth?