Simplicity.

.. teachers' day

Posted on Friday, August 31, 2007, at 7:26 PM

As u guys know.

today is Teachers' Day's celebration..

so just wanna wish all the teacher out there

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

however, didnt realli have the mood to celebrate today

hence if u notice, didnt take as many pics as i usually will....

my mood was badly affected by SOME1's mood..

i mean its normal isnt it....

seeing your another half so sad, hurt, pressurised...

it will certainly affect your mood..
u wont be as high n excited as u normally will!!
( not blaming u, dun take it the wrong way)

it was onli till today,

that i knew that she has been under great pressure...!!

AGRRRRR!!!

i mean.... y must all there pressure... all this.. hmmm wat do i call it..

disapproval?

be onli on her..!!

Y CANT I HAVE SOME?

( not phsyco here)

Y cant ppl just believe in us?
Y cant ppl just have faith in us?
Y cant ppl just give us their blessings?

Y cant ppl just be happy for us?
Y cant ppl just See the way we are?
Y cant ppl just leave her alone?
Y cant......
Y cant......
Y ??????????

this ''trip'' is just like

when we learn how to skate....
we keep on falling...

either by, the pushing of other ppl, or by our own fear

or the wind, or the un-even grounds....

we will FALL!!
n it will hurt!!

the time that we actually can skate a bit

n enjoy the joy of it, its sooo minimal!

my gal is tired!!...
so guys.......

she faced alot of things already!!
let her go.....
come for me!!!

let her have peace....

PLEASE!!!!

its all abt her!

Posted on Sunday, August 26, 2007, at 1:27 PM

......................................................... When calling HER..............

............................................ man, this ques its hard to understand....

....................................................... the air con is realli strong

......................................................... i am very stressed!!...................................

........................................................... Finally, lunch!!..................................

haha...!

yesterday spend the whole day in the Library studying..
jurong is realli a gd place for ppl to study,...
reading... writing.. copying.. mugging... thinkin...
man... studying n be realli be a tough job!!

hehe

however that was the highlight of the day
it was SHE , who made my day perfectly perfect...

its was HER, that made me not regret for goin to the library!!

it was all because of her... it was all cause her...

HER,.. HER..... HER.... HER.... HER.....

she woke up early in the morning( or earlier than she normally does on sat)
as she had something on,...
after that she went home n rest...

however...
i MISSED her, hence gave her a call

n requested her to come to accompany me in Jurong...

although she was tired n was kinda busy!! she agreed!!!

man.... she came all the way frm home to jurong.

spent abt 1 hr plus with me n went back

man!!! she did it for me!!

so touched.... although it was onli an hr plus.. it at least i spend solid time with her!!

realli glad that was able to c her...

however, after she left... didnt realli concentrate.

it wasnt as though i didnt wanna to..

its just that i cant!!

so waited until her tuition was over..
n we chatted, n chatted...!!

got to noe her much much more..!!!

to think back...

she realli treats me very darn gd!!

always thinkin of me...
defending for me, even if it was my fault!!

i cant take the risk of losing her...
i dun even dare to think abt it..!!

NO WAY!!! never!.....

thnks for everything Gin,.....

u just lifted my whole life!!....

able to have the priviledge to think of u the moment i wake up...
praying to God tat time would just pass faster

so that i can reach sch early to look at u..
thnk God for blessing me the gift to talk
so tat i can tell u how i feel!....

thnk God for allowing me to meet u!!!

n of course Be with YOU!!....

i will treasure u as i promised!

n u noe.... a KNIGHT nvr break his promise!!!

have faith!!!

the consequence of lust

Posted on Saturday, August 18, 2007, at 6:01 PM

... .... .... .... ..... ....
'' shld i tell u guys this.....''
''yes?.....no''
... ... ... ... ....
well guys... i do have a confession to make...
i did something today.....
something that..........
you get wat i mean??

today, my mom introduced a gal to me......
she say that its gd to me...
saying that the more the merrier!!!
i did understand wat she meant..
its will certainly aid me in my future life journey..

we went to my room,
n spent hours not inside, without coming out..
we played some music to create the atmosphere..
i started to look at her in detail...
examining her carefully, not wanthing to miss a single detail on her..
i sometimes would just daze at her....
may be she is just shy... as she nvr smile back.
we didnt realli talked much, just keep lookin at each other....

time passed...
i started to flip her ''clothes'' over...
n just dazed at her again..
she didnt resisted!!!!

realli!!!!
this kept goin on.... n on.... n on...
i couldnt stop, it was as though there
was a rythm , n i was following it without knowing
n the end.... there wasnt anything else for me
to flip.....

it was realli realli tempting....
who could resist it.....
slowly.... my carefully...( i didnt noe y)
but i placed my body over her's...
n my eye lids just ''kissed each other''
n there i was...... slping with her....
i didnt mean it... i was tired..! n ...........

after waking up.... n released wat i just did!!
i dashed out my room...
my head was spinning... i couldnt believe myself!!
how could i do it!!!
am i still a man...!
i certainly had eroded the trust that the special u had...
i am sorry!!!

eh guys..... come on!!
have faith in me man..... i aint those kinda person!!
the she that i was talkin abt... was just my chem paper!!!.
man.... ppl these days.... their thoughts...
hehe

*Gin, does this post looks kinda familiar?
*WINK*
hehe!!

O lvl!

Posted on Friday, August 17, 2007, at 8:58 PM

''bump......bump.....bummp...!"
these were the onli rythm that u can hear in the hall
either u r hearing ur own heart pumping n fear n excitement
or u r hearing to the person next to u...
if u were to glance at the whole hall..
ppl would be facing down to the ground starting to pray..
others will be lookin at the speaker n will say this none stop
'' ARE U DONE ALREADY? SHUT UP N GIVE US BACK OUR....''

every single one of us couldnt wait any longer....
we want to get rid of that intense feeling within us...
its either we cry or we smile...
lets get it over n done with!!
however, Mdm lee, kept on yancking away...
chanting her so called speech...
every1 keep noddin their heads n answerin to her ques
hintin her to ROW down the stage...
but i am not sure if she was acting blur or wat...

i can tell u this... i hate those kinda feeling where u r just sitting there
knowint that ur mark is on that sheet of paper
but u cant take a look at it...
just imagine we were onli takin out MT paper
n we were feeling so tensed!!
just imagine if were were goin to take our O lvl results!!!
lol!

n when i looked at my marks..
i was kinda shocked, though...
for all these 4 yrs in Kranji..
my highest grade for chinese was a B4...
but this time in my O lvl.. i got a....
A1..... DIST!!!
yeah!!!
hehe so happy!!
now i have an A1 in my pocket!!!
thnk u God!!!
the other 5 sub!! here i come!!!
lol!!!

now... abt today!!!
all thnks to MS RATNA
alot of ppl knows abt the PERFECT COUPLE
in kranji!!!
thnks ms ratna... u know wat u did!!!
agrrrrrh!!!
lol!!!

the mime in me....

Posted on Saturday, August 11, 2007, at 9:39 PM

Hmmm,,
mixed feelings i have over here...
hmmm

i cant say that i am angry, but i cant say that i am not either..
i cant say that i am fed up, but i cant say i am not..
i cant say that i am emo, but i also cant say that i am not ..
i cant say that i am lonely, but i also cant say that i am not..
i cant say that i am stresssed, but i also cant say that i am not..

sometimes even i cant understand myself ......
am i feeling this way or that....
do i wanna to do this or that....

may be i am realli like the mime
that i may look happy on the outside, always making ppl laugh
always joking...
but no one noes how i realli feel....
although i may feel realli darn down...
or realli fed up.... of bloody mad..
but my mind doesnt seems to recognise these emotion...
no matter how i felt, there is onli a look on my face... n tt look, lookss like this..

=)

does that looks familiar?
has it been a habit already...
not caring abt my own emotions,
n onli caring abt others'
is laughter always the best medicine?
or is it just a saying that every1 follows?
seeing ppl laugh or smile, or cry .....
realli does affect my emotion n mood..
but wat abt my own...
isnt it abit ironic...
i able to change n aid other's emoition but
cant do the same for my own?
isnt it odd that 1 controls other's emoiton
but get controlled by his own?
i was once realli gd at it...
but now, the emotion cant be captivated within me....

would it affect the way i will be the next time?
hmmmm

the white face freak!

Posted on Wednesday, August 8, 2007, at 6:58 PM

hi guys...

it has been a while since i posted a post with pics ryt!!!

haha!!!

well as every1 of u guys noe..
today is the day where we guys celebrate Singapore's 42th birthday

but for our sch . there is something different

today is not just a day were we celebrate national day, but its also 'Be Yourself Day'

so basically, we got a chance to wear our own clothings to sch

n dress it as..''Be Yourself'' as possible.

instead of the usual red n white thing that we normally wear to school every ND

ya, so. since this was my last year thus i came up with an idea....

hehe.....

woke up earlier than usual
to go to sch early to prepare for plan...
it took my friends n i abt 20 mins to get the things done...
although i was perfect, but it was almost there!!!

my plan was to be a MIME
as since its a BE YOUSELF DAY...

i dress up as a mime as i think that i kinda resembles it kinda well?
wat do u all think guys?

hehe!!

at first of course it was kinda scary

when i was abt to walk to the parade square...

i mean...

how many of u got a chance to walk into the parade square

with ur pants tt high, n ur face tt white?

but soon, i got some laughter n then, i knew that everything
would be fine!!!

it was kinda strange though...
after taking each pic with my friends...
i will be like

'' WAH!!! MY FACE IS REALLI THAT WHITE!!'

lol...

but it was a fun experience...

u guys ought to try things when u have the chance to...

make ur stay in kranji more memoriable n interesting...
make it fun n exciting...

make it challanging....!!

yeah!

ya, but wat i dun like abt the NDP was that

every single year its the same old thing...
cnat they change abit?
dont u agree with me.......!!!??????