Simplicity.

stress

Posted on Monday, February 23, 2009, at 9:33 PM

Oh dear!

oh my....!!

i am stressed! yeah that is the word... STRESSED!

Poly life is really gettin to my neck!

gosh..

being super busy now..

may be is because of me joining too many things in school..

trying to get my timetable as pack as possible

so that i wouldn't not have free time..
everyday pack to the max!

with this.. i will be busy with something for like 18 hours per day..
excluding the time i sleep and eat and travel
thats the only time that i usually am free to think..

if i am being blessed with the enegry
how i wish i can use those times to be busy too.

As only when being busy

i won't not have the time to think...

to think of the FACT..

to face the reality..

to have no time to think makes me

live in a world of denial..

to not have the time to wonder off in my mind

makes me feel that i am still there...

i know that i am running away..

but thats all i can do now..

wonder how long my body can take it...

not its like..

i joined about 4 CCAs..

all those CCAs takes alot of my time

and it is energy draining...

with that, i can just slam myself onto the bed

every night. preventing me from thinking before i fall asleep..

and now..

i am mugging for my end of year exams..

and guess what..

i am studying MUCH harder than i do for my Os..

study the whole day..

and i mean the WHOLE day!

have never worked so hard before..
but i know that even with these hard work

i won't score well..

hiax..

STRESSED!

everything is being bottled up..

remix!

Posted on Wednesday, February 18, 2009, at 1:43 PM

hey guys.
you really do need to listen to my blog song.
it used to be my blog song just that there is abit of change..!
i blogged about this song before..
and i said that it is really meaningful
i learnt alot from it..
but that was how a girl view a guy in relationship
but in this remix..
its like the boy is also saying his say
haha
so its like a mini quarrel within the song
gosh.. do listen
and feel the song..
if might help you reflect somethings..
things might get better...
haha...!!

but don't think too much worh..
yes though i learn alot from this song..
but thanks to someone
my prospect, comments and view
of relationship has changed....

oh well!

Posted on Friday, February 13, 2009, at 6:30 PM

Hiax..
if only the world is perfect!
if only the world is not full of problems etc..
i am feeling very frustrated at the moment..
or shall i say for the past few days/ weeks..
more and more problems are ramping into me.!
even if i am a bumper of a car..
i will get damage sooner or later.
i too have a limit..
gosh!
so FAN!!!
too many things to think of now!!

all i want now is to settle down
chill.. relax..
dont think of anything..
dont be bothered and disturbed..
just do what i wish
do what my mind and heart want..
hope it will be easy!

NP SSC

Posted on Tuesday, February 10, 2009, at 9:32 PM

Hey guys!
firstly to all the Poly kids out there
i hereby wish you guys good luck for
your up coming end of Sem or shall i say end of year exams
haha!
i just can't believe it
it has already been one year since i am in Ngee Ann Poly
gosh is it fast!
haha
anyways!

i'm here today to talk about something different!
i am proud to say that
i am now a memeber of Ngee Ann Poly Student Sports Committee!
hehe!
yeah!!
but i have to say that the SSC in NP and the SSC in KSS
is kinda different
1stly- in NP the number of memeber is much mroe than KSS
2ndly- in NP SSC isn't as involved in school events as in KSS
3rddly- in NP the degree of leadership qualitys they see in their members is not as high
as in KSS.

though yes i am still in SSC just that in a different school
but i always thought
i had fun in KSS SSC
but will i have as much fun in NP?
will i be that attached to SSC in NP.
will i be that involved in it?

i just came back from the 1st SSC camp
1 night camp
it was kinda fun
still ok...
got to know some people
but not all
wonder if i can know everyone
like how i know SSC in KSS
wish me luck!!