hey
apologies again!
i realise that i have been saying sorry to u guys
more and and more often.
its as though most of my post are getting this habit
haha!
been very busy these few days..
you know. Chinese new year and stuffs..
well.. haha


today i am not going to blog about CNY
i mean, you guys have been reading other people's cny story way too much
you guys need something else...
and i am proud to say that i am able to offer that!


One have to do some self-reflection
from time to time.
just to think about how things are going in his/her life
how things should be.
and how things are.
and i have been doing so..
i wanted to start a brand new year
i want to make 2009 a great year for me..
i know some of you might think
"Come on, this is like almost the 2nd month of 2009, isnt it abit too late?"
No. its still CHINESE NEW YEAR!
a new year
ya..


After some of the reflection
the main thing is that.
i feel that i have always been caring about things too much.
thinking about it and for it more than i should.
thus giving others the chance to take me and my doings as something
that is suppose to be there.
in other words Granted..
and they are subconsiously dependent on me..
adding on to the existing stress level that i already have.
and i thought that
with a new year
i would like to have a different form of life..


i want to change.
not totally but just parts where i think it will make my life more
exciting and cherished.
For the things that i cared too much for.
you guys will slowly notice that i will not be doing so much anymore
i want to live a life where
i am comfortable in and not one that
i will have a low self estem ( is that how we spell it?)

Gosh, actually i do have alot to share
but when i start to write it doesnt seems to flow out
haha
i will add on to it once i remember more
that i promise


to everyone out there!
happy chinese new year!

let me just do a short and quick one...
hehe
went back to kranji sec today
for two meetings
one is SLC meeting while the other is Alumni meeting..
but thats not what i want to tell u guys!

when i first step into kranji
i suddenly had a strange feelings
its as though this is my 1st time walking in to kranji
everything seems so new to me..
everything seems as though it was my 1st time seeing it!
when i told myself that this was the sch tt i went for, for 4 yrs
i just couldnt believed it..
it was as though i feel like this
" oh really? but why i feel so like out of place?"

is it becaz i have left the sch too long
and have forget the feeling of being a kranjian anymore?

there was some uniform groups doing their drills
and i just looked at them!
and i was kinda shocked and sad that i actually nvr seen most of then before
hiax.
wat is this

last time kranji seemed like my 2nd home!
one that i always want to go to
but now..
im out of place
kranji.......

ALERT....ALERT!!
WARNING....
i need everyone's attention!!!
Stozer has Struck again!
and this time his target wasnt Kranji
but its Ngee Ann Poly!!
Beware of him!
he is a dangerous person!!
lol...
for some of you, you might not know
but others..... u may be clueless
so let me walk with u step by step....

Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls of all ages..
im hereby proud to Present to you
Ngee Ann Poly's newest Canteen!
Canteen FIVE!!... where there are tons of
great food inside..
ranging from SUBWAY... HUNGRY JACK...WAFFLETOWN..
etc etc.. its just like a food court in a mall
just that its in a SCHOOL and its much CHEAPER and way NICER!
haha..
finally we Ngee Ann-ians have something to brag about.

Yes. we might not have Pizza hut nor do we have
Mac and KFC.. but those are healthy food!
Singapore Poly i know you have subway too
but.. SHHHHHHHHH!!!
hehee!

so for all the kids out there.
whom are wonder which poly to go to
DONT THINK ANY LONGER
come to the poly with such a great canteen!
come to Ngee Ann
another very great factor to think abt is that
STOZER is here...
what else can u ever ask for?
haha!!

This canteeen is just too great!

hey hey hey!
guess what?
its 2009!!!!
woah!!!! its a brand new year!
i here by wish everyone a very
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may each and everyone of you have a blast in the year ahead!
where nothing but your wish comes true!

ok. now lets talk abt my New year's Eve or New Years Day itself.
actually i just woke up...
i reached home at aroung 10 plus 11 plus Am after a
whole night and morning of nothing but Madness and Highness
with those guys again
Shermaine, Felicia, Joshua

we all were suppose to meet at Cine at 12am to catch at 1245am Yes man show..
but i reach lot one at around 7 plus.
and hanged and shopped there till 1130pm..
all thanks to Jian Lun for accompanying me!!
thanks bro!
i was suppose to wait at lot 1 for Sher to sms me
then i take 190 and we go Cine together.
i felt so lucky when i got on the LAST bus!
i was like.. not bad.....
but i had to get off as SOMEONE call Felicia.. was super late
hence i had to get off at Sher's busstop
and had to wait for NR3
and by the time Fel reached, it was nearing 12am le!
all 3 of us were at the bustop
hearing the shouting/ counting down from a nearby coffee shop!
the very moment they reached ONE.....
bus NR3 reached and opened his doors..
so, i have to say that
i had my 2009 countdown at a bustop at Bukit Panjang
and the 1st second 2009 was spend on a bus!
dont you guys laugh.
how many of you guys can do that?
haha!


some of you guys might be thinking
gosh, poor joshua, he must be waiting for the rest of us
alone at Cine already
haha, if so. YOU GUYS ARE SO WRONG
joshua has his OWN plans before meetin us..
and when we reached there, we still had to wait for him
RIGHT HOR JOSH!
you know what we are talkin abt!
you know abt the Picture we were talkin abt it!
lol!
(sorry guys, a little secret between the 4 of us)

oh ok ya..
so we reached early hence we went to take the things
that felicia booked
everyone went well UNTIL..
we took our ticket and was abt to walk off
when the staff found out something!
instead of 1245AM.... our movie was 1245PM
or at least someone booked that time!
we were STUNNED... haha
but its alright. the kind staff let us changed the movie
to Bedtime Stories..
at 1st i was kinda sad not able to watch Yes Man
but after watching the show
i think its a good thing to do on New Years Day
as it shows that
Dreams Do Come True!
ya so guys.. believe and persue ur Own dream!
but our dear Josh who just broke camp the very afternoon
slept through almost the whole show!
pity him.. so tired le then still have to high with us!


ok after that
we went to have our meal
at Hong Kong Cafe till 6am
where we met alot of Ex kranjian there!
same thing as usual
laughter, embarrassment, shouting.. big actions
soul pouring. discussion cant be missed
it didnt feel like it was so early in the morning!
haha..
i just like these kinda gathering
just catching up with each other once in a while
just to keep each other updated
talk abt our own life
so that we can laugh abt it.. scold each other abt it..
talk abt it..
you know!

after leaving the restaurant at nearing 6am
we walked to the bustop.. where tons of ppl are there
hence we decided to talk the train
and tons of ppl are there too!!
and 75% are ....... bangala!
i felt as though i was at boon lay during weekends!
gosh!


poor Sher had to work at 1230
hence she wanted to go back and sleep
but you know us.
HOW CAN WE LET HER GO OFF SO EASILY!
in the end after VERY LONG she gave in
we went to Fel's place and played MaJong!
or MINI majong!
hehe!!
then we leave at ard 8 plus 9 plus?

New Year Day was great!
sher- thanks for choosing us over someone else (hehe). thanks for accompanying us to fel's
place even knowing that you have to work! thanks for the highness and the jokes abt
the MILK . haha! just thank you!

Fel-thanks for bookin the tickets and doing all the errands.. thanks for laughing out loud with us
thanks for letting us rest at your place ( we really needed that, or at least i needed that)
haha!thanks for spending time with us! thank you!

Josh- thanks for sharing your stories.hehe. thanks for choosing your Old friends over your New
one. thanks for making this outing possible ( you know what i mean). thanks for being a
sport and come and hang out with us though you are super tired after ur camp! and only
had 4 hrs of sleep! remember what u promised hor the next outting will have FIVE ppl!
hehe... thanks you!


i had a great New Years Day
thanks to u guys! you guys are great
going out with u guys on tt special day
is not a wrong decision
they always say
" starting the year right!"
and i know that i did!
i started my Year Right!
I mean, what is wrong with u guys
haha!!!

i just wanna thank u all again!

and everyone out there
HAPPY 2009!
lets make 2009 way better than 2008!
doing things we never thought we will!
doing miracles for others!
show hope and care to others
its not abt ourself
its make 2009 a year
of Giving, Forgiving. Sharing. Loving.Caring. Fun and Joy!
at least give it a try
start small
start with one person 1st k!
hehe


and pictures of my New Years Day
will be posted up
once i get it from Josh and Sher
hehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR!