a Nod
Posted on Monday, December 8, 2008, at 6:23 PM
holding tight to the rownever plan to let go..
on a rowwing boat
at the middle of no where
no matter where ur head turn, its just pure sea water..
havent seen the Sun for weeks, its as though
each time each hour its always Dark..
all u see and feel are rain drops..
All alone on this boat.
rowing agaisnt the nasty wave.
fearing that the boat might flip over the next sec
you might get fall into the water,
though u know how to swim, but will you?
heading towards, only Gods know where.
drinking the sea water now and then..
feeling hopeless, tired and lonely every moment..
feel like crying yet it doesnt seems to be flow out
feel like shouting but dont think it really helps..
staring at the dark mean sky.
hoping,praying and begging for a miracle to happy
dreaming of a beam of light shining down at you,
followed up an Angel with wings floating towards you.
halucinating that she will give u a smile and Nod her head
though no words was out
but both knows whats the meaning..
holding her hands,
see-ing her smile
being beside her.
going where? dont know
doing what? dont know
all i know is
with Who....
and im sure heading towards a place, better than
the choppy sea...
but that is just how i want things to be..
how i Hope things to be.
how fairytales are meant to be..
but in this Stozer's world
he is still on the rowing boat...
fighting for survival..
telling himself every now and then
that he will see the Nod..
the Nod that might be insignificant to others
but meant everything to him
a Nod that can change his life..
a Nod that will create a smile on this plain face which cant be erase by anything
a Nod that only he wants it badly
a Nod that...... he Longs to have...