xmas!
Posted on Sunday, December 28, 2008, at 4:28 AM
First, i would like to thank my bro, Dion, for once againhelping me in doing my Blog
and once again, he did a GREAT job!
well, as everyone knows X'mas just past
actually, not really, X'mas has 12 days.
so im still not late to wish u guys out there a
MERRY X'MAS..
haha
actually xmas to many its a very special occasion.
where you guys will rush for your christmas shopping
thinkin of your family.
buying turkey, hams, sweets etc
decorating your place and getting ready for your house's
xmas party!
spending time with u family and friends
recieving and giving gifts ( this is the best part!)
but.. for my family its different...
we dont celebrate xmas AT ALL!
its like xmas is just another holiday for us to
do our own things at home.
no parties, no presents ( SOB) , no turkey, no hams. no nothing!
gosh! hence each year when the year ends..
when i see xmas stocks are place at shopping malls
when i watch xmas shows - showing how ang mohs value xmas tt much. how they celebrate,
how things will be or should be like in xmas..
i just feel so lost and left out! hiax...
not having a white christmas over here is bad enough
and now this?
but there is more to come
not able to celebrated with ur family
you wouldnt want to celebrate with your Love One
your The One!
ok come one y0u have to be more understanding
may be she is celebrating with her friends or family.
and have no time for u
...
here comes the worst part
YOU CANT EVEN FULFILL HER XMAS WISH!!
gosh im pathetic..
serious!
hiax...
just wasted another Xmas
17 and counting...
violin!
Posted on Friday, December 19, 2008, at 8:44 PM
hehe....
went all the way from malaysia..
to School... then all the way from there to Katong..
i must take 3 person here
Jia Xue, Sherry and of course the guy that helped me alot WEI LI!
thank you guys!
i went to buy my violin!!
hehe..
though i didnt get the colour that i simply like..
this violin might not seem any thing special or unique
but it has a great sound... wow!!
sharp, bright.. just nice!
so nvr judge a book by its cover!
hiax.. BUT I STILL MISS THE COLOUR THAT I LIKE!
it gives the violin an ancient feeling..
but it wasnt really "seasoned" and the wood isnt very dry
Quoted from Wei li!
if the Pro say so.. i trust him!!
what matters from a violin is the sound not really the outlook right?
hehe
COME ON GUYS.. AT LEAST TRY TO COMFORT ME HERE?
after buyin my own violin. im more movitated to improve
especially after seeing how Wei li plays the violin. gosh!
i wanna be at least 3/4 like him ( not that greedy ba?)
i can do it..!!
i will do it...
now my head start is to focus on the family concert coming
and play my best
WISH ME LUCK!
a Nod
Posted on Monday, December 8, 2008, at 6:23 PM
holding tight to the rownever plan to let go..
on a rowwing boat
at the middle of no where
no matter where ur head turn, its just pure sea water..
havent seen the Sun for weeks, its as though
each time each hour its always Dark..
all u see and feel are rain drops..
All alone on this boat.
rowing agaisnt the nasty wave.
fearing that the boat might flip over the next sec
you might get fall into the water,
though u know how to swim, but will you?
heading towards, only Gods know where.
drinking the sea water now and then..
feeling hopeless, tired and lonely every moment..
feel like crying yet it doesnt seems to be flow out
feel like shouting but dont think it really helps..
staring at the dark mean sky.
hoping,praying and begging for a miracle to happy
dreaming of a beam of light shining down at you,
followed up an Angel with wings floating towards you.
halucinating that she will give u a smile and Nod her head
though no words was out
but both knows whats the meaning..
holding her hands,
see-ing her smile
being beside her.
going where? dont know
doing what? dont know
all i know is
with Who....
and im sure heading towards a place, better than
the choppy sea...
but that is just how i want things to be..
how i Hope things to be.
how fairytales are meant to be..
but in this Stozer's world
he is still on the rowing boat...
fighting for survival..
telling himself every now and then
that he will see the Nod..
the Nod that might be insignificant to others
but meant everything to him
a Nod that can change his life..
a Nod that will create a smile on this plain face which cant be erase by anything
a Nod that only he wants it badly
a Nod that...... he Longs to have...