UNACAS
Posted on Sunday, October 12, 2008, at 12:46 PM
hello guys..it has been really a while since i touched my blog
i promised you guys that i will post abt my trip to cambodia to an orphange (UNACAS) when i
have settle my emotion
but i thought of it. and i feel that
i will just keep what i have learnt there to myself..
as there is just too much to write..
and i dont know where to start from..
its like.. though im suppose to be there doing Service Learning.
and im suppose to like teach them something.
But, what happened was that they taught me more things that i have done to them
and they did it un-knowingly...
what i taught them was just something simple.. something that you can pay one to teach u
but what they taught me is priceless.. no professor or lecturer can teach u this..
and they taught me so well.
that now. when i do almost everything
i will think back of them...
this really make me feel lost!
i mean, WHY am i soo fortunate?
why cant like God take my fortunate-ty and theirs
we add up those together
and divide it equally among them and myself..
its like..
they have only a little things, near to nothing. yet
they are happy. and really means very genuinely happy
but we have alot of things... near to everything
yet we are not really happy. we complain about everything...
we are always not contented..
i feel that... im such a failure...
too be frank, i feel that i have TOO much..
things that arent really neccessary for one to live in this world..
one that are just an extra thing ....
their simplicty really impacted me...
gosh i miss them!
alot!!!
sorry guys that i didnt share much.
as i feel that it would be better if i hide this trip deep into me..
where i can really appreciate it..