Is grass always greener on the other side
Posted on Friday, September 5, 2008, at 10:15 PM


Can i ask you guys something?
Is grass ALWAY greener on the other side?
Is grass ALWAY greener on the other side?
or is it just seems and thought as its greener?
do people who take things for granted always think this way?
or are they just too greedy?
or are they just too greedy?
People always think that
oh, her/his life is much better than mine
oh, if i were to be in tt sch, things would have been better..
oh, her/his life is much better than mine
oh, if i were to be in tt sch, things would have been better..
oh, if i were to have "that". wouldnt it be great?
am i right to say that?
but im i also right to say this..
you might think that the other patch of grass is greener than ur patch
but have u ever though of this...
you might think that the other patch of grass is greener than ur patch
but have u ever though of this...
may be, ur patch of grass is greener as compared to another patch..
someone else is comparing theirs with yours...
so this comparations nvr seems to end..
yeah i do admit that im such a person
the phrase tt's always at the edge of my mouth is
the phrase tt's always at the edge of my mouth is
" if i were to known better" ( usually in chinese)
i always compare my life with someone else!
feeling inferior etc.....
feeling inferior etc.....
haha!
silly aye!
silly aye!
but today im not saying abt the things or the life tt others have
but im comparing me, myself , as a human with others
in the way they bring themselves and in the way they live..
in other words, i might be losing confidence in myself.
im a hard shell alright...
from the outside, i may seem fine, normal
but inside.... is where the real and genuine things are...
from the outside, i may seem fine, normal
but inside.... is where the real and genuine things are...
i seriously dont have confidence in myself as much as i did
to be able to compare myself with others..
sometimes i think to myself
"stozer, wat are u good at?"
i will just daze and nth seems to come out..
"stozer, wat are u good at?"
i will just daze and nth seems to come out..
i do not have the ability to be on par with others..
when situation arrive where comparision are un-avoidable
i seems to fear the opponent..
when situation arrive where comparision are un-avoidable
i seems to fear the opponent..
i will tell myself that
hmm.. tt guy will do a better job than i
hmm.. tt guy will do a better job than i
he will be a greater guy than i
he will treat her well than i
he will blah blah blah than i...
why do i feel this way?
may be i wasnt born to be involve in this kinda battle
where u have to compete with others in order to win someone..
may be i was born lose such a battle...
a battle where i will think or say that i will fight through
but when it really comes in my face..
but when it really comes in my face..
...hiax.....
coward u might say..
not brave enough to fight for something that
i treasure and love most..
i have tried to tell myself that i can do it..
no one can win me ( hehe)
i use to encourage myself..
i use to encourage myself..
however, the opponents always seem to be at the winning edge..
yeah may be i was just born to be a little nobody
just someone tt ppl can step over from time to time...
there are many things in life worth fighting for..
i know that the "thing" ( actually cant say thing) tt im saying now
is definitely worth fighting for..
they always say. in order to really treasure something
u have to fight for it 1st..
u have to fight for it 1st..
but do i really have the faith in myself to be able to fight??
am i even worth the chance to fight. . . .. . . .