me
Posted on Friday, August 15, 2008, at 9:37 PM
Row Row Row Row Rowno... i am not a Rowing a boat...
Instead im actually Rowing down the hill
both in my life and my studies...
NO matter how much i study
no matter how much i try
my grafes are not showing
but why???
this is like the 1st....
what is actually happening
to be frank... i dont think i have enough time when i
came to Poly...
oh dont get me wrong.. i didnt spend most of my time playing
come to think abt it... i dont even think i play at all!!
every single day, i will rush home right after school end..
but why am i not having enough time to study...
when i was back in kranji..
though i play frisbee every single day...
stay back till very late..
but i still had plenty of time for me to study..
but why this time .. its different...
i feel so weak in my subjects...
this is the 1st time i am feeling such a way...
though effort was being put in..
but no product formed!!
what is this...
i have been thinking
have i chose the Wrong course?
should i had followed my heart
and not my mom's and bro's comment
should i have just went to Mass Com
to do what i like.. and have interest in
even if i am struggling there, at least
im doing for something that i like...
hiax....
Poly life its like.... the opposite of heaven
sob.... struggling here!!
NOT FUN DE...
Not only my studies is not gg well
even my life...
hiax...
miss you...
3 mths down, 3 more mths to go..
i will be waiting...
for tt day...
hopes it comes and end up the way
i always dream it to ....
smile!!!