Simplicity.

teacher day 08

Posted on Saturday, August 30, 2008, at 2:51 PM

yo....
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY....

this is going out to all the teachers in the world..

but especially for KRANJI SEC teachers!!

you guys have been great to us..
we will never forget you guys...

the celebration was yesterday
and i did something that i havent done before

playing the violin infront of others..

i performed back in kranji
with our band name, "B.O.O.K"
which stands for

" Boys Out Of Kranji"

kheh hong and zi yang with their guitar

prabha with the drums
faizal with his vocal
stozer (me) with the violin..

i must say i very touched...

touched by kranji's and kranjians' support for us..

i mean...

though we arent already kranjians

but when the curtains were opened

the whole school saw us

and they gave us an indeed long and loud cheer!

im seriously bery greatful to them.

THANKS GUYS..

tt meant alot to us, as a alumni..

as a ex kranjian..

letting us feel that though we arent a kranjan another

but we will always be treated like one...

we played the song "Always be my baby" by david Cook

this song has a meaningful lyrics

and it means alot to me...

a song tt guides me on how should i lead my life

for the next few months..

after the performance

went to have lunch with 4E-ians 2007

had a great time catching up with them

after lunch some of them left

while the rest of us went to play volleyball
at some block near lot one.

though it was raining but it didnt dampen our mood

RIGHT?

soon, we were all tired

and went our seperate ways.. (home)

like how we did a few months back... walking seperate ways..

hiax..

anyway. Sher, Mok,Joanne,Wing,Mic and me head to the

stadium planning to play table tennis

BUT WHEN WE REACH... the whole slot till 9pm was being booked

hiax wasted...

we had not choice but to head home

sher and i

then went to bukit panjang plaza to have dinner with

fel and josh..

at 1st we planned to have it at starbucks

but u know sher and fel..
they cant hold their laughter and starbuck was so QUIET!!

so we went to Cafe Cartel.

stayed at for 4 hrs till they close

and as usual our laughter covered the restaurant.

everyone was looking at us..

but we had fun!!
TRUE FUN!!

this is wat i mean when i say CHILL

and just having a "laughing" session with my friends..

just love this kinda meeting up

hehe...

dont worry more will come ...

take care guys

for those JCs- good luck for ur promos
for those Polys- happy holiday!

injection

Posted on Monday, August 25, 2008, at 4:36 PM

Poof!!!
man this blog is getter dustier by the day

have to post more often le..

haha...

welll today went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital

to have me injectionS!!!

man do i hate and fear of injections...

some of you might this " who doesn't"
but i know people who just love to take injections..

strange right!!

haha in-human!!
hehe!!

yeah Tan Tock Seng can said to be the 1st

every singapore hospital that i ever been to..

haha..

and let me tell u guys this..

it gives me a totally different feeling abt hospital

when it is being compare with malaysia.

1st its well maintained

well air coned

and the best thing is

IT DOESNT EVEN LOOK LIKE A HOSPITAL

it looks more like a shoppping mall to me...

they have starbucks, 7 eleven, kopitiam, mr bean. etc

haha COME ON~~!

its just like any other shopping mall

just that it has more patient and doctors..haha

and back to the injections...

man.... whenever i have my injections

i will feel ''ger-li" (Chinese word) the whole day...

how ppl lie when they say that injections is just like having an ant bite

LIAR!!

HAHA

im fine with the needle poking into my skin

BUT i cant stand the thought of they inserting something into my body

YUCK!!!

agrrr.....

but i have to say that

the way they inject in singapore is way faster than in malaysia

in singapore.

the moment u feel the needle poke into ur skin

it is already taken out... and its all done

but in back here!!!!
OH MY!!
you can slowly feel the needle going into ur skin

then u can feel the fluid slowly being pushed in

then the needle is slowly pulled out

everything is SLOW MOTION...

agrrrrr!

but thanks God is all over now hehe

but my hand still feels abit numb and pain...

I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT!!

......

Posted on Friday, August 15, 2008, at 9:37 PM

Row Row Row Row Row
no... i am not a Rowing a boat...
Instead im actually Rowing down the hill
both in my life and my studies...

NO matter how much i study
no matter how much i try
my grafes are not showing
but why???
this is like the 1st....
what is actually happening

to be frank... i dont think i have enough time when i
came to Poly...
oh dont get me wrong.. i didnt spend most of my time playing
come to think abt it... i dont even think i play at all!!
every single day, i will rush home right after school end..
but why am i not having enough time to study...
when i was back in kranji..
though i play frisbee every single day...
stay back till very late..
but i still had plenty of time for me to study..
but why this time .. its different...

i feel so weak in my subjects...
this is the 1st time i am feeling such a way...
though effort was being put in..
but no product formed!!
what is this...

i have been thinking
have i chose the Wrong course?
should i had followed my heart
and not my mom's and bro's comment
should i have just went to Mass Com
to do what i like.. and have interest in
even if i am struggling there, at least
im doing for something that i like...
hiax....

Poly life its like.... the opposite of heaven
sob.... struggling here!!
NOT FUN DE...

Not only my studies is not gg well
even my life...
hiax...
miss you...
3 mths down, 3 more mths to go..
i will be waiting...
for tt day...
hopes it comes and end up the way
i always dream it to ....
smile!!!

A song of words

Posted on Sunday, August 3, 2008, at 9:22 PM

To You:

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
Just thinking about you, feels good
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
I really miss those days when our hands were one.
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
Staring blanking each time at my phone.
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
You are the sole reason.

I never know what the future brings
I dont dare to expect much , but i always still do
But I know you are here with me now
In the only way we can, hearts
We'll make it through
I'll make sure it does
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
Are you willing to?

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
Im like a lost sheep
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
I have always believed in my heart, and will do the same now.
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Is there?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
Sometimes it feels better
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
Its the sweetest things i ever heard.
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
This was what i feared the most.
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
Will this dream ever be true?

I don't know why you're so far away
May be i really didnt think much for u in the past.
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
This i promise you
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
Will you?
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
Till the last day we part.
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
There is no one else tt i would rather do this other than with you.
I hope I love you all my life
You are my life.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
May be im too dumb to.
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Please tell me tt my heart is correct
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
for eternity.

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
If only u know how much i've missed you
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
As when each day passes, its a day closer.
Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
There isnt a right or wrong when it comes to Love.
And though I can't be with you tonight
Or for the few more weeks to come
And know my heart is by your side
It has never once left you since day one.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
Will i ever understand?
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
I know you ARE!
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms?
Only you know this.

If we human are made by God and are put to this world
to know many of the opposite sexs as friends so that we
can find "The One" for us.
then i have to tell God this.
" thanks. And now i only need to meet Male friends. As i've already found the one for me!"