Hello guys..


i want to wish all those Chinese out there a
Very Happy Chinese New Year!.....
i also want to wish all those Non-chinese out there a
Very Happy Chinese New Year!.....
in short, i just want to wish everyone a
VERY HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!.....

lol, ok that was lame...

hmmmm
although CNY isn't over yet ( 15 days)
but the CNY mood and all those things are fading.

i have to say this,
this year's Chinese New year is abit different for me.
alot of un-expected stuff happens.
when i say un-expected stuff, i really mean it
some are very hurting, while some are very SHOCKING!!
lol!!
for this CNY, i didnt spend as much time as i use to
in going to my relative's house...
im also not sure why
but just feel as though the mood and atmosphere isnt there
Surprisingly, my WHOLE family DIDN'T gamble for this new year
for all the years, ever since i was young, Gambling was.... should i say a MUST?
but this year..... NO one Gambled...
And this year, whenever i see those cookies and snacks that we normally eat in CNY
i didnt really eat them as i don't even have the appetiate to do so?
nowadays i feel like vomitting whenever i eat alittle?
what's seem to be wrong with me?

However have you guys found out something?
and that is, as the year pass by, the new year's atmosphere seems to be fading
im not sure about in Singapore, but over here
its seem as though its the " Dead Town''
in the past, you could see red things hanged over everwhere
and you couldnt find any corner of the town without people
but now,
you cant even find a corner with people?

is it due to the advance in technology that caused this?
as in the past
people live very far from each other and that communication
between both party was very hard.
able to gather each year to seee one another is a bliss
but now?
with MSN, Email. Cars..
visitings seems too easy..
like for me
my grands just stay beside me..
so during CNY eve when i go there and eat
to me its just like another meal
nothing special?

As the CNY atmosphere fade.
will the culture of CNY fade as well?
do kids nowadays know the real meaning of CNY?
or is it just a period of time
where they can get extra pocket money?
to tell you the truth, i really don't know the Real meaning of CNY
to me, CNY its just a day where my parents will bring me around
and they will talk to the others
while i talk to my cousins or just stare at the TV
Praying that the next show won't be able CNY!!!
lol. Silly ?

Every year i hope for CNY to be here
but when it is, it always seems to be the same old thing..
as though my life is be rewinded and played again and again?
however, will the ways of CNY ever change?
if i ask myself what do i expect of CNY or
how can i improve it....
im speechless.......
hiax....
CNY........