i had alot of complains about my blog being too lag.
im realli sorry, its due to the massive amount of picstures
that i place in my blog.
sob, all i wanted to do its to share with u guys
the fun that i have with as many pics that i can
but didnt noe it actually back fired...
haha!!

ok. now let get back to the main aim of me posting this post
Well went back to kranji today.
with a few of my friends..
and all i can say its that kranji has changed..
not as in physically,
i mean, kranji's life, kranji's spirit!
it aint the same..
kranji is now so quiet and empty,
this isnt the kranji that i noe for 4 years.
i keep wondering, what can i do for kranji?
after all these years, Kranji has indeed did alot of things for me.
what can i do?!?!?!?!
the least i could do its to share my frisbee skills with current kranjians
and tt was wat i did...
i taught a group of sec ones how to play frisbee....
seeing a glimpse of Kranji spirit in them
haha!!

AND......AND......AND......AND...
today i met a SUPER DUPER cute gal..
sec 1 gal...
i know you guys must be thinking
come on stozer. a SEC ONE?!?!?
but she is realli cute.. haha!
such a chio bu..
and to be frank
this was part of the reason why i wanted to get back to kranji
beside the point of passing my books and notes to friends
and talking to teacher
the other reason is to see sec 1...hehe
eh, i noe almost all the boys have the same aim
haha!!

we would always joke among ourselves..
'' eh go back see chio bu la..''
haha... dun act, guys you know this is true
but i kept thinking abt this sentence while i was on my way home..
chio bu....
this is the 21th century.
and i thought tt both
Males and Females are equal
then why are we guys still treating gals like that..
like as though they are something for us to look at?
i mean... they arent born for us to look at ryt?
they arent a monkey in the zoo where we go visit and
take a look..?
how would WE BOYS feel if we were kept being look at?

we hardly even hear gals say this
'' eh wanna go back school to see guys?"
yes there might be.. but rarely...

you guys might think tt im a hypocrite
but this is how i feel.
gals are here to be loved and cared...
they arent like a ball tt we guys can pass around..
we guys always dare each other to get the cute gals number
and most of the time they would say NO
but have u realli thought of the reason why?..

Are gals something tt u can dare each other with?
So wat if u are realli daring and got her number..
what do u gain..
yes may be a friend
but did u gain her respect?

we are always tt daring to start a relationship
to get a gal
as we have nothing to lose!
but the gals
they have everything to lose..
they give everything out to u..
their whole heart, time, love
but ask back urself
have u, realli done all those whole heartedly?
without any dirty thoughts?
have u guys ever been into a relastion where
u guys have no physical contact?
NO holding hands. NO huggin. NO kiss. NO etc..
where u care 4 one another
and where by u have trust in ur love.
Love and relationship doesnt mean physical contact
this was wat i learn frm Mr Yeo Chun Hua!

take a deep breath and think..
this might be OLD Fashion or watever
but define Love to urself..
u cant lie to urself...
and think, in ur relationship with the other party
how different is it frm wat u defined?
think abt it...

this was wat i was enlightened today after gg back to kranji
thnks to the sec 1 gal.
u might think im fake..
but im just writting wat i think....!!!
now i get a deeper understanding of relationship!
ive realli thought too little n shallow in a relationship in the past..
things arent as wat they seem to be like..
u can see and learn different things frm the same object
with a different angle...
try to open ur scope of mind..
see things with a step backwards..
try to think of the reasons ..
i feel tt, tt is more impt
to find the reason then the solution...