haha
1stly i would like to thnk my
God sis - RANI
for helping me do my blog's renovation
lol.. finally it is done
after asking othersl to help me do it ( as i duno how to do ) hehe
they keep on saying ok ok , but in the end didnt do
except for RANI
thnk you
and thnks to her
finally its done..

today's post wont be a little diff
it wont be very long, nor very emo
i wont like to just explain my new blog
hehe..
it might look simple
but everything inside
reflects my life and me..

ok now lets just with the 1 thing tt will catch ur attention
when u 1st come to my blog
the 3 pics..
in the 1st pictures it writes
'' Please dun break it''
and it show some1 giving his heart to the other person
this is in the same case for me
whenever im in a relationship,
i give my WHOLE heart out
give my everything
but what will i get in return?
anything? something? or even nothing?
everytime i pass my heart to someone
it will always get scratchs on it, crack marks
n sometimes even broken into pieces...
but whenever that happens?
is there any1 there for me?
A joker has its sad moments
A mime has its emo moments
A clown has its lonely moments
let alone me.....
have been fighthing all these alone..
with the un-fully complete heart of mine.
will i ever find some1 tt will care for my heart
as much as she care for hers?

2nd pic
it shows a boy
although being hurt but still wanna gets something for his gal
like me...
no matter wat happens on the way.
if i wanna to give something to my gal
i wont stop
even if it takes me weeks to do
even if it cost me a bomb
even if will injuried me
i will continue doing
as the smile on her face in the end
is the best cure for any wounds
is the best price that any money can afford
i mean, who doesnt wanna to give something to their
love ones just to see them happy
even though something might happen in the midst of doing it
but its for them
its worth it..

it u look carefully
the 1st two pics are both
frm the emo charater
this shows that
im actually also an emo guy *wink*
i might seem very strong, out-going, cheerful
in front of u guys
but actually im still weak in the inside
i might have alot of friends
but how many of them actually entered to my emo side?
may be after so many events and so many things
where i fought my emoness myself,with no aid , in the darkness
im startin to lose the battle. starting to be like....
kheh hong ( haha, no offence bro)
lol. but u guys get wat i mean...

the 3rd pic show a different side of me
although im emo
but sometimes i can also me a joker
just like the 3rd pic
the rabbit might look funny n make u all laugh
and tt is wat i might always do...
haha
may be this is a way for me to hide or escape frm my own prob
may be seeing u guys laugh
makes me forget abt me battling with the emo monster?

haha n lastly the song
look at the lyrics
feel the song
and find out wat im trying to say through this song......

We're doing it.
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

[Chorus:]
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

[Chorus]

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

[Chorus]
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.