hello guys
1st, i would like to apologise
for all the late replys on my tag board, emails and friendster testi
as i am working now, n do not have time to be online..
lets not talk abt being online,
i dun even have to time to LOOK at my com.
put aside touching it.....

haha..
for this past few days
nth realli much to look forward to, after the prom
as though my life = no life
haha!!
so, dun think can update any interesting post this time round..
sorry!

a few days back
while i was having supper with my family.
while we were eating.
a begger came walkin towards us.
he was kinda old. wearing kinda torned n dirty cloths
and he looked sagged..
he came to my mom
and as usual she will give them a few dollars.
he thnked us and walked to another table!!

he walked to the next table.
where there was an old couple ( ard 40 to 50 yrs old)
n when i say couple, i dun mean those married husband n wife
i mean those boy friend, girl friend those.
they were drinking beer.
when the begger asked for some money
the guy ( duno was he trying to impress his gal, or was he drunk)
he said this '' You stand there and dance for me 1st'' so loudly as though
wanting everyone there to heard
Come on la!. the begger is already tt old and even have walkin difficulties
and yet u are asking him to dance for u get get some money?
so inhuman...
is it a joke to him????

i think that, due to his walking disablility
the begger ( ok, let change his name, dun wanna call him begger, lets call him Tom)
k, Tom, swallowed his pride, took a deep breath and started to sing loudly
n tried to do some hand moment.... somehow like a mini dance
tt bugger ( the couple) was laughin at him,
showing no sign of appreciation or wat so ever!
the worst thing is
after Tom's '' performance''
he didnt give him a single cent and even chased him away
WAT IS THIS!!
so wat if he have much more money than Tom
at tt moment i reallli feel like
taking money and throw at that couple!

Who or What shld to be blamed for this...
not the couple, not me nor Tom
is MONEY again..
if not for MONEY, would Tom embarrass himself infront of everyone
if not for MONEY, would Tom go walkin ard bending his back n head, beggin
if not for MONEY, would tt couple have the ...... the.... watever to ask Tom to do that
MONEY.... MONEY.... it all come down to this!!

last night
i was watching a chinese dramma
n one of the actor said this, tt i thought abt it
and thought tt its kinnda true
'' MONEY is the root of all evil
If you are rich, everyone will respect you and believe you
even the ghosts will respect u like Deties.
If you are poor. everyone will treat you like dog-shit''
think abt it...... its it true?

Why is MONEY ( just a few piece of printed paper)
so light yet so heavy?
so worthless yet so priceless?
so weak yet so powerfull?

can we do without money?
we always say
health is priceless
love is priceless
friendship is priceless
but,
we alway ALSO say that
can friendship or wat so ever
let us earn some MONEY?
isnt it strange? its priceless yet, it cant give us any money?

WHY DO WE PPL SEE MONEY AS HEAVILY?
i asked b4 and i will ask again.
is MONEY so and that important?
Without money, are we realli nth?