Poker Face - Lady GaGa
Scary
Posted on Saturday, October 6, 2007, at 9:58 PM
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
17......
17......
not 17 apples.....
nor 17 dollars..
but 17 DAYS
17 more days!!
to my big day!!

lol
not my wedding
or my birthday ( MAY 13) * wink*
but 17 more days to my O lvl!
then scarest period of my life!!
haha
just have the thought of it gives me the creep.

for all my 10 years of education
i have always been aimin for the O lvl
n each time i think of it

i will tell myself
'' hmm.... 3 more years to go...''
'' 2 mroe years to go''
but now...
i am not counting in years
but just days........
sometime i just cant believe the its coming so fast
after so long of waiting
it is finally here...
but am i realli ready for face it?
Are all my peparation enough?
am i too slack?
shld i push myself more?


will i be able to achieve my goal?
getting gd grades for me L1R5...

to go into a gd sch
n start building for my great future ahead of me?
will i be able to do that?
am i just like slpin beauty, always dreaming?
or am i like the constrcution workers..

practical....
building up wat was already planned!

structuring something that was once not there....
making things happen?
!!!!!