the mime in me....
Posted on Saturday, August 11, 2007, at 9:39 PM
Hmmm,,mixed feelings i have over here...
hmmm
i cant say that i am angry, but i cant say that i am not either..
i cant say that i am fed up, but i cant say i am not..
i cant say that i am emo, but i also cant say that i am not ..
i cant say that i am lonely, but i also cant say that i am not..
i cant say that i am stresssed, but i also cant say that i am not..
sometimes even i cant understand myself ......
am i feeling this way or that....
do i wanna to do this or that....
may be i am realli like the mime
that i may look happy on the outside, always making ppl laugh
always joking...
but no one noes how i realli feel....
although i may feel realli darn down...
or realli fed up.... of bloody mad..
but my mind doesnt seems to recognise these emotion...
no matter how i felt, there is onli a look on my face... n tt look, lookss like this..
=)
does that looks familiar?
has it been a habit already...
not caring abt my own emotions,
n onli caring abt others'
is laughter always the best medicine?
or is it just a saying that every1 follows?
seeing ppl laugh or smile, or cry .....
realli does affect my emotion n mood..
but wat abt my own...
isnt it abit ironic...
i able to change n aid other's emoition but
cant do the same for my own?
isnt it odd that 1 controls other's emoiton
but get controlled by his own?
i was once realli gd at it...
but now, the emotion cant be captivated within me....
would it affect the way i will be the next time?
hmmmm