the consequence of lust
Posted on Saturday, August 18, 2007, at 6:01 PM
... .... .... .... ..... ....'' shld i tell u guys this.....''
''yes?.....no''
... ... ... ... ....
well guys... i do have a confession to make...
i did something today.....
something that..........
you get wat i mean??
today, my mom introduced a gal to me......
she say that its gd to me...
saying that the more the merrier!!!
i did understand wat she meant..
its will certainly aid me in my future life journey..
we went to my room,
n spent hours not inside, without coming out..
we played some music to create the atmosphere..
i started to look at her in detail...
examining her carefully, not wanthing to miss a single detail on her..
i sometimes would just daze at her....
may be she is just shy... as she nvr smile back.
we didnt realli talked much, just keep lookin at each other....
time passed...
i started to flip her ''clothes'' over...
n just dazed at her again..
she didnt resisted!!!!
realli!!!!
this kept goin on.... n on.... n on...
i couldnt stop, it was as though there
was a rythm , n i was following it without knowing
n the end.... there wasnt anything else for me
to flip.....
it was realli realli tempting....
who could resist it.....
slowly.... my carefully...( i didnt noe y)
but i placed my body over her's...
n my eye lids just ''kissed each other''
n there i was...... slping with her....
i didnt mean it... i was tired..! n ...........
after waking up.... n released wat i just did!!
i dashed out my room...
my head was spinning... i couldnt believe myself!!
how could i do it!!!
am i still a man...!
i certainly had eroded the trust that the special u had...
i am sorry!!!
eh guys..... come on!!
have faith in me man..... i aint those kinda person!!
the she that i was talkin abt... was just my chem paper!!!.
man.... ppl these days.... their thoughts...
hehe
*Gin, does this post looks kinda familiar?
*WINK*
hehe!!