Home alone
Posted on Saturday, July 28, 2007, at 5:55 PM
lol......i just feel empty today
.....
just feel lonely...
emo-ing again?
lol!
its just that...
today is the 1st day that
both my bro n my sis
is goin to stay at their hostel
n willnt be back for weeks? months?
now, its as though the whole house is onli for me...
such a big place for me alone?
my mom works kinda late....
normally when i wake up for sch.
she is still slping...
when i slp at nyt, she isnt back yet
n even if both of us are at home
we seldom talk alot...
as for my dad...
although he is always with me at home...
but we also seldom talk...
he watching tv...
me... studyin or using the com...
i duno wat can i talk to him abt?
everytime, he is the one who fetches me
to the custom n back home..
n most of the time we dun even utter a word
on that journey....
me listening to the music..
he concentratin to drive..
hehe
n for my siblings....
although we dun realli talk much also...
but now that they are living outside..
it just strange...
like no matter where i go in the house
its always empty n quiet...
no 1 there...
staring at the room listening to the howlin of the wind...
where they try to go into the house by banggin onto the window..
but luckyly i am also seldom at home..
i spend almost 3/4 of my days in singapore...
i onli spend ard...9 hrs a day at home including slping hrs...
just imagine that...
just wanna wish my bro n sis luck in their study!!!
when can i be like them n stay in a hostel?
will it be fun?
but i need to do the chores myself
do i have the time?
is staying at home better?
i wonder......