Home alone
Posted on Saturday, July 28, 2007, at 5:55 PM
lol......i just feel empty today
.....
just feel lonely...
emo-ing again?
lol!
its just that...
today is the 1st day that
both my bro n my sis
is goin to stay at their hostel
n willnt be back for weeks? months?
now, its as though the whole house is onli for me...
such a big place for me alone?
my mom works kinda late....
normally when i wake up for sch.
she is still slping...
when i slp at nyt, she isnt back yet
n even if both of us are at home
we seldom talk alot...
as for my dad...
although he is always with me at home...
but we also seldom talk...
he watching tv...
me... studyin or using the com...
i duno wat can i talk to him abt?
everytime, he is the one who fetches me
to the custom n back home..
n most of the time we dun even utter a word
on that journey....
me listening to the music..
he concentratin to drive..
hehe
n for my siblings....
although we dun realli talk much also...
but now that they are living outside..
it just strange...
like no matter where i go in the house
its always empty n quiet...
no 1 there...
staring at the room listening to the howlin of the wind...
where they try to go into the house by banggin onto the window..
but luckyly i am also seldom at home..
i spend almost 3/4 of my days in singapore...
i onli spend ard...9 hrs a day at home including slping hrs...
just imagine that...
just wanna wish my bro n sis luck in their study!!!
when can i be like them n stay in a hostel?
will it be fun?
but i need to do the chores myself
do i have the time?
is staying at home better?
i wonder......
A week i rather not have...
Posted on Friday, July 27, 2007, at 9:05 PM
man.. this week is the saddest week of my lifemany things have happened
that of course makes me..... hmmmm emo?
welll ok let me start
lets start with of course the high light of this week
n that will be the Passing out party for the SSC
time realli flies when u are having fun...
it was as though it was yesterday
that my senior were the ones attendin the party
n WE, were the ones that would be the newly elected EXCO members..
now its just like the video is being replayed but this time...
is us being said Good Bye at..!
whenever i turn n look at my sec 4 ssc members
their eyes are telling me the same thing...
'' must i realli go?''
'' do we realli need to part?''
'' we have been together for 3 yrs''
n something that i realli feel when i saw the pics that we took
i thought to myself....
this was the grp of ppl that i worked with so many times...
where we will run ard together just to have fun
n will do alot of things together so that the event will run smoothly
lol...
fond memories i tell u
we were watching the videos of our sec 2 selection camp
that was 2 years ago
that short little video realli brings back alot of fond memories..
n we would realli C ourselves changing alot..
for example me
the once timid, shy, guy has now become the most hyper n active n BHB guy
ryt?
n the ones guy whom has a hair like bird nest , has now spikin hair everyday
hehe...
its realli fun being part of the SSC
n i just hate to say CYA.....
but which part of our life wouldnt end?
just hope that the juniors will remember me.....
for how i acted n how i normally behave
hehe!!
had fun being with u guys
n of course was darn glad to be able to meet u guys
ur all are a great bunch..
i believe that u guys can bring SSC to greater heights...
n of course Be Proud to be an SSC member..!!!
MAKE US PROUD!
2ndly....
MY COM HAS VIRUS...
n all my hundreds pics that i took in kranji is in it...
if i were to reformate it or wat so ever
all my pics will be gone
n as u guys noe..
this is my last year in kranji...
n those are things that can last me for years...
the next time i can still look at those pics
n laugh at those silly things that i normally do?
any suggestion on wat i shld do?
how can i save those pics?
teach me?
i am scared to even think abt my com now
haha!!!
well, actually there is still something gd tat happened this week
I WAS ON THE FRONT PAGE OF THE SCH MAG!!
can u believe it...
i was expecting that to happen...
lol...
i didnt even noe when did they take that pic..
if u guys were to flip to the middle page...
there are 4 more pics of me
hehe!!!
n i realli felt a great sense of achievement when i saw myself in the mag
i thought to myself...
4 yrs ago,, when i was just a sec 1 boy
i onli knew 2 friends in the entire sch...
n this i was just an normal ordinary boy
who goes to sch n study n go back hom after that...
my life then was that simple...
but now,,, after 4 years...
BOOM!
look at the drastic change in me...
the things tt i did in kranji!
just ....... wow!
even alot of my friends
said tat i changed alot in these 4 years...
wat do u think?
The misterious person!
Posted on Friday, July 20, 2007, at 10:03 PM
yo!!!!i am back!...
finally after so many days of suffering
PRELIM 1 is over....
lol
arent u happy for me?
well, i sure am...
hehe...
but this happiness wouldnt last long
as i can onli rest of this weekend
n be pumping again next weeK
n be more hardworking..
come on u noe me...
i can do it!!
welll
lets us talk abt the headline for this week k
MY CAMERA GOT STOLEN!!!!
i duno which bugger stole it
@#$@&!%@^&#@%&^&^@
%@^%&#^&&@&%*%&@
( but i do have some suspicion)
but i duno have any proof or evidence to show that
he is the 1!!!
wat can i do?
it was stolen when i was having my BIO exam
hiah...
it took my quite some time for me to
save up that money n buy the camera...
n with that camera i have taken
numerious memorable pics...
pics that would last forever...
sian ar...
the worst thing is...
my camera wasnt the onli thing that was stolen
some of my friends' valuable was being stolen 2
n some of my friends' bag was been open!!!
KRANJI IS NOT SAFE ANYMORE!!
every1 quit sch while u still can....
lol... just joking...
but it realli upsets me...
my camera....
it has been on of my '' must bring'' item whenever i go out
n now... goin out without doesnt feel ryt!
my converse shoe was once stolen
now my camera...
wat is next?
my pants?
( i hope not)
i realli hope that tt person or... that grp
n stop doin wat they are doin
y cant they think abt this...
if their things were the ones that were stolen...
not onli do i hope that they will stop
i wish that they can give us back the thing
i noe its impossible
( but come on, let me lie to myself to feel better)
lol!!
yeah...!
so guys..
keep ur thing properly
keep it by ur side
if u realli need to,
ask the teachers to help u keep
i noe that they will be more than happy to help u
its always better to
PLAY SAFE THAN TO BE SORRY
trust me
this kinda feeling is the 2nd kinda feeling
that u hope u nvr feel...
the 1st kinda is... heart broken...
hehe!!!
the MRT gal
Posted on Saturday, July 14, 2007, at 6:42 PM
oh hi guys...think frm now onwards to the day i have my last O lvl
paper.. i can onli post 1 post per week
sorry!!
since i am already sec 4 now
n my school doesnt allow us to be involve in most of the sch
event n activities... so
i can predict that my following post will not be too fun
as my life will be just like muggin n muggin
bare with me for a few mths..
after my O lvl..
i promise tt u guys will have the hunger to look at my new post
everyday!!
yeah!
well...
there was one day was i was in the mrt
on my way back home frm a long day
then i saw a something that allowed me think back abt my childhood
i saw a little indian gal... ard say.... 5 to 6 years old?
she was making '' funny'' faces n actions
to make a little baby malay gal ard 2 yrs old to laugh
she make faces that even i dun dare to make ....
den it suddenly struck my mind...
was i like that when i was young...
was i like the indian gal... who likes to make ppl laugh
n be happy myself seeing them laugh
did i make ppl laugh ever since i was young?
or was i the little malay gal
who was made to laugh by purely stranger..
n because of that.. i started to make ppl laugh
as i grow up....
to repay the good souls that plastered a smile on my face?
At such a young age, that little gal
can do wonders...
making some1 laugh isnt an easy thing...
able to share the world's joy with some1
n able to pull those cheek muscle to smile its hard..
at a age of 5, she is able to do things that i am doin now..
n even doing it better...
not caring abt how others think abt her actions... abt her doing...
tt is something that i admire abt her....
she might be the next best comedian in singapore
or just a little some who is there to make a stranger laugh
able to make ppl laugh is my honour...
Seeing ppl laugh is my joy..
wat better way to be happy is to c others happy?
who cares if other is laugh at me or with me
the important thing is that they are laughin
arent i right?
Posted on Sunday, July 8, 2007, at 1:43 PM
HI guys...it has been awhile since i post...
sorry for the long days of not posting..
i have been restricting myself
not to online on sch days
so u guys have to pardon me
hehe
sorry for all the late reply taggs..
for all the late friendster comments..
i will try my best to reply all of them
whenever i come online k?
well
this week not realli must happen
just.... the day when i went up
n talked abt the word '' Vision''
lol it was kinda fun.. though
although i was kinda scared
i mean, who wont..
when i walked up there
every single eyes was staring at me
i was like... WOW!!!
man... this kinda attention...
lol!
normally when i go on stage...
i will make ppl laugh..
but this was for serious stuff
of course i was scared lol
not being myself... being so serious
but at least i still got a fill laughter in the middle of
my speech...
hehe..
hence i was still comfortable with it..
so guys... do u guys trust that i have stage fright le mah?
u can ask me to perform.. sing... dance... watever '
infront of the whole school
but speech.... ewww that is not my style
lol!!
hmm wat else can i say??
hmmm dun think there is anything more...
will be back next week...
with more things..
eheh!!