the time i say gd bye
Posted on Monday, May 28, 2007, at 8:39 PM
i am down....real down...
super down...
extremely down...
'' bye, have fun''~~
sayin these few words as i wave my heavy right arm to my friends
friends n teacher that was abt to take a 10 hrs train ride for Mt Stong
one of the moutain in malaysia....
'' cya stozer, thanks for coming''
were the words that i could hear..
but i wasnt realli concentrating on wat they were saying
my mind was full with regrets n anger...
'' Y cant i go!!... y did i have to sacrifice this once in a year's trip
for O lvl... which is a few more mths later.... isnt O lvl just a exam?''
if i were to go for this trips there will be tons of unforgettable memories
while straggling up to the peak....
numerious fun that i will have with my teammates
n yet i let those slip away
just becaz of my '' kasu-ness' in becomin kranji top student?
is it worth it?
is it?
i just feel like grabbing my backpack now n running after the train
i noe even if i do that , its useless, but at least i tried,...
i gave myself a chance to tried something that i realli wanted!
i was thinkin after i see them off
would i realli concentrate on my studies for these 5 days
or would i just slack it off?
if its so
y didnt i just join them n when i come back then i start to mugg
would that be too late?
i wonder....?
i noe that '' no point crying over spilt milk''
but a broken bottle can be sticked back..
a spilt milk can still be drank...
i am a guy that is like a hunter
a hunter that hunts for fun n adventure
if i missed a great prey..... i will live life with regrets n
be uneasy ....!!
but i use this sentence to make myself feel better
O lvl come 1st........
LIAR!!!!
lying is a sinn stozer!!!
n u noe it!!!!
haih!!
HAVE FUN GUYS...
WHILE I LIVE IN REGRETS!!!