Simplicity.

a day without u!

Posted on Thursday, May 31, 2007, at 6:41 PM

BORED....
BORED.....
VERY BORED....
CANT TAKE IT....

im bored not becaz i have nth to do
but
its becazs i cant talk to u..
( not blaming u of course )

well, today was kinda normal...
although have some part of the day where i was UP n DOWN..
Down is when, i am doin my hw n just feel like coming online
but noe that u wont be there...
Up, is when i just stare at ur sms n day dream
lol!!

anyway
i woke up early at ard 10
then wash up n did my hw
( guai ryt i noe)
anyway..
then went to have jap cuisines with my family
the service there was SLOW i tell u SLOW
had to wait for abt 45 mins for the fried dumpling to come
n waited for 40 mins b4 our meals were served
hehe...
while my empty stomach was being fed halfway
POOF!!!! the lights were off..
wow candle light u might say lol
BUT I WAS WITH MY FAMILY NOT MY GAL
lol
n the worst part was.. the table behind us
they were smoking...
i mean they were SMOKING in an AIR-CON room....
YUCK!!!
smokers.....
i noe they like to smoke
n i also noe that smokin harms their lungs
i didnt noe that they will damage their BRAIN too
hehe!!
no offence taken lol

n have been studyin after i reach home
n now i am here
sitting infront of the com
waiting..... just waiting....
n also deciding on which phone to buy
nokia 6288 ( i noe its old but i like)
or
sony K800i
hmmmm
i wonder....

Bus 186

Posted on Tuesday, May 29, 2007, at 8:36 PM

B. I . N . G . O
B. I . N . G . O
B. I . N . G . O
bingo was its name oh!!
( something like that)

just expressing my happiness
n graditude to 2 person...hehe
1st is my bro ( the China man)
actually he isnt frm china
but just a nick
n he is use to it....
n every1 noes him by that
RYT CHINA!
lol

welll
i had to go all the way frm my sch
to farrer road
to my grand's place to collect my sis's
letter ( which she claims that its very urgent)
it was kinda far n i didnt wanna go alone
i mean who does?
then i keep thinkin of who can folloe me
then i thought of wei xun
actually at 1st i didnt realli expect him to agree
but being a great n NOBLE bro he realli did
man i was touched..
but, as usual interesting things tend to happen
in my life...hehe

well, it was my 1st time goin to my grand's place
by public transport.
n i didnt noe which bus n with direction to go
n ended up we got on the right bus..
but wrong direction
we passed over 11 bus stops
n ended up at the last stop where the bus driver
asked us to get down
we told him we wanted to go to farrer road
n he pointed to the bus stop opposite the road
n he drove off
hence we waited for the next bus...
wait..... wait....
n POOF it came
n to our surprise...
IT WAS THE SAME BUS DRIVER!!
we were like....
DIAO>>>>>>
y did he ask us to get down n
yet .... u noe ...
N in the end we found out that
if were to take the correct direction
it will onli take us abt 15 mins to reach my grand's place
but wat i liked abt wei wei was that
he wasnt agree at all
not even a bit
we joked, n played ... man it was great
THNKS WEI WEI FOR THE DAY!!
CHINA's WOLF!!

ok... the 2nd person is
some1..... u noe who u r
i wanna thnk u for having lunch with me
although u didnt had much
onli macflurry but... its enough to brighten up my day
it was abt the food tat we ate
its abt the time we spent....
hehe!!
yeah thnk u!!!
lol

yeah thats abt all....
!

the time i say gd bye

Posted on Monday, May 28, 2007, at 8:39 PM

i am down....
real down...
super down...
extremely down...

'' bye, have fun''~~
sayin these few words as i wave my heavy right arm to my friends
friends n teacher that was abt to take a 10 hrs train ride for Mt Stong
one of the moutain in malaysia....
'' cya stozer, thanks for coming''
were the words that i could hear..

but i wasnt realli concentrating on wat they were saying
my mind was full with regrets n anger...
'' Y cant i go!!... y did i have to sacrifice this once in a year's trip
for O lvl... which is a few more mths later.... isnt O lvl just a exam?''
if i were to go for this trips there will be tons of unforgettable memories
while straggling up to the peak....
numerious fun that i will have with my teammates
n yet i let those slip away
just becaz of my '' kasu-ness' in becomin kranji top student?
is it worth it?
is it?

i just feel like grabbing my backpack now n running after the train
i noe even if i do that , its useless, but at least i tried,...
i gave myself a chance to tried something that i realli wanted!
i was thinkin after i see them off
would i realli concentrate on my studies for these 5 days
or would i just slack it off?
if its so
y didnt i just join them n when i come back then i start to mugg
would that be too late?
i wonder....?
i noe that '' no point crying over spilt milk''
but a broken bottle can be sticked back..
a spilt milk can still be drank...

i am a guy that is like a hunter
a hunter that hunts for fun n adventure
if i missed a great prey..... i will live life with regrets n
be uneasy ....!!

but i use this sentence to make myself feel better
O lvl come 1st........
LIAR!!!!
lying is a sinn stozer!!!
n u noe it!!!!

haih!!
HAVE FUN GUYS...
WHILE I LIVE IN REGRETS!!!

the time in sch!

Posted on Friday, May 25, 2007, at 9:53 AM

Sian la
now iam in the school's library
where a few jokers are saring at the screen!!!
haha
nth to do have to wait until 10 for my MTL lesson AGAIN!!!
planned to read chinese n wait for time to pass
but sad to say... i cant realli study in school!!
so keep on lookin at ppl playing chess n monopoly!!

ok let me give u a brief ... u noe!
well, while i was the in bus to sch ( bus again)
alot of thing can happen there u noe
i saw 2 type of ppl! ok, 2 type of woman
1 is a chio bu !!! WOW !!
n 1 is a ...... not so chio 1....
ok, wheile its time for the passenger to get down
n when the chio bu wanted alight
the boys, gave way for her...
but when the other 1 wanted to get down
other ppl acted as though she was unseen-able!!

hehe!!!
lustful guys i must say
LOL
but i was think
no matter how a person look!
she is still a woman...
she still has feelings...
she still has a weak heart ( not as in sick that kinda weak)
but y did every1 treated her as a freak!

cant she be loved?
be cared by some1
be just like the chio bu!
so are u tryin to tell me that
the word is onli for those we have gd looks?
n that they will get the special treatment
its so unfair
i understad how the average lookin ppl how they feel ( HEHE)
lol

oh gtg
i am late!!!
( as usual)

Dying few days~

Posted on Wednesday, May 23, 2007, at 7:34 PM

wah
sian...... that's the onli word that i can
use to describe the life that i am having now...
SIAN....
everyday is intensive MTL
frm 7.45 to 1700
wah sian
haih....
time is realli crawling i can tell u that
but wat can i do?
mon will be my O lvl mtl

how i wish i can get an A1
how i pray, begg, please,
I WANNA AN A1
no one can stop me frm getting that
i have been workin hard for my mtl
n thats the 1st time i ever done so...
hehe..!!

realli mah...
who normally study for ur mtl??
NO 1...
but i comfort myself in this manner...
this is the last few days tat
i am goin to study mtl
if i get an A1 this time
i dun think i will learn mtl anymore
there aint any mtl lessons in poly ryt!
hehe!!!

but lookin at the rest of the school
chillin out!!
having fun makes me jealous!
eh come on... u will too if u were me
hehe
n stayin back until 5 makes these worst
if u were to look down frm the 4 floor
at every lvl
u can c the whole buildin empty
except the sec 4 lvl
it feels as though we came back for lesson in a holiday!!
LOL!!!

WISH ME LUCK FOR MY O LVL
PRAY FOR ME!!
THNKS!

ppl on the globe

Posted on Monday, May 21, 2007, at 6:04 PM

MALAYSIANS....... haih...
then worst ever human being on planet earth
trust me when i say that..

every1 noes that humans are selfish in nature
its the moral values that pull us back..
but malaysian's degree of selfishness has over thrown their own moral values
MAN I HATE THAT...
hiah..
a country tt is cotrupted...
wat do u expect?

for example
LINING UP
every morning
there aint a word call queue up in the ppls mind
all they think of is
'' who's cares abt them.. i am up''
they will push n pull n grab n watever they can
just go get on the bus!!
OH LORD...wat is this..
no matter wheather u r an elder or a student
when u r blocking their way
POOF!!!
down u go!!
hiah...
but everytime when i step onto Singapore
i give out a sign or relief
FINALLY no pushing n pullin when goin aboard
some organisation over here
lol

now is abt the bus drivers...
we have a blue bus which
transport factories workers in n out of singapore..
n these bus are the main cause of all the jams... haha!!
may be sometimes sch bus also la
but anyway
wat i dislike is abt their horns...
they are rushing the buses infront who are causing the
jam by waiting for the passengers to get on board..
n every1 noes tt , tt causes the jam..
n every1 hates it... even the bus driverts
BUT Y IS IT THAT
WHEN ITS THEIR TURN THEY
STILL DO THE SAME THING?
its it their kind of revenge or something?
strange ppl i must say
hehe!!

malaysian..
i am complaining abt them when i am 1...
irony i say...
but hiah
a fact is a fact
u cant change it

the world without sound

Posted on Saturday, May 19, 2007, at 5:59 PM

well
today i will just post something
that i saw on the mrt
as there is nth much to write abt today

all i did today was to
revise for my chinese
as mtl O LVL is realli coming near
scared man...
but if i realli work hard
there is nth to be scared off
lol
but the prob now is my engine
has not been started yet!!
yes i use the world YET as it will be!!
BEWARE !!

well
while i took at mrt to sch yesterday
i saw 2 special kids
there are gay or wat
just special
they are kind of different frm us
in some kinda way
there are unable to speak nor hear
means tt they are mute n deaf...

u might think that
'' wat so special?''
wat i saw was 2 of them
them, communicating
n a way that we normal ppl duno how to
n the way we communicate
is a way that they duno how to..
but we all are human .....

hence i thought was it the world like
to them.... not able to listen n speak
i myself am a person who love music
who listen to it everyday n
of course every1 noes that i cant stop talkin!!
so if i was to be like them ( touch wood)
i wouldnt be the stozer i am now...

but although they were mute n deaf
i could c that they are realli very happy
n i thought...
'' God, he is so young n yet.....
y cant be just normal....''

some things in the world are just.
cant be explain by human....!

3 days off....

Posted on Thursday, May 17, 2007, at 6:41 PM

it feels like centuries
ever since my last post
lol
but it onli has been wat?
3 days?

guess i just like to blog lol!!!

well the intensive mtl lessons
has started!
oh man i can u this now... it boring
n i realli mean boring
trust me....
those who are goin to become sec 4 soon
gd lucK!!!!

just for example tomorroe
from 7.45 to 17.00 is all mtl lesson
who sian can life be?
hehe!!!

today as i went back home,
it was raining kinda heavily though
then i went pass a T juntion
n saw a lady with an umbrella standing beside the traffic light
then,.... a mid age guy without an umbrella
run, n stood beside here
prayying for the traffic light to turn red
n the lady just stood there....
looking at him being drenched by the rain....

i was like.....hmmmmmm

ok so let me post a ques for u guys
if u were the lady
wat will u do?
act as though u didnt c tt guy
or

u would share with him

laugh at him?

think abt it....

A day to be craved!

Posted on Monday, May 14, 2007, at 9:09 PM

SYNERGY

SYNGERY

SUPER HERO UNITE

MY CAKE

WOW
today has realli been a BLAST!!!
well every1 noes that yesterday was my birthday
thnks u guys for all the taggs... the testi... n the presents n cards
realli thnk u all
THNK U
didnt noe that i have so many friends till now
hehe

well although yesterday was by BD didnt realli celebrate it
may be i did but yesterday cant compare the fun that i have today

well , today after my exam my friends n i went to orchard
to celebrate my bd
wow it was fun
ryt guys?
joy, yan hua, shermaine, wing yu, pei qi
yang zhi, billy, tai yi , joshua n me
we watch the show called.....
bridge to ti.... (something de)

its a touching show ( ok at least for me)
not all of us feel touched...
onli warm-blooded ppl like me feel things
hehe

as usual we took tons of pic
at 1st we aim for 100 pic
but onli got ard 60 plus pic with 2 video
we started shooting at the begining just b4 we went
into the cinema
n was WARNED but the staff there tt
we arent suppose to do so
but by then we already took more then 10
haha
nvm...

dun wanna say la

n something happenned
something tt will change all of our life
n will ROCK the whole world
n tt is SYNERGY

its the coolest boy band ever man
n wat is special abt this boy band is
tt it is form under a tree outside Plaza Sing

we went to a few places bcaz of SOME1

i duno whose crazy idea of it to
have SYNERGY's own MTV, pics n even ADVERTISMENT

lol
but i can tell u this
we had tons of fun doin it!
realli
we were laugh... jumping..

ppl were lookin at us...
lol

i noe every1 always says this after their BD
but this realli is the best bd tt i have ever had

this year i have the most number of present ( hehe)
n the best time ever
SYNERGY was formed
MTV was made...
had great fun

friendship was more bonded..
man i like this

life just cant be better with my friends !!!
hehe

i will remember this day 4ever

for more pics u can visit my friendster!!
hehe

the creation day....

Posted on Saturday, May 12, 2007, at 9:41 PM

OMG.. i cant wait..
my mind is spinning
my legs are aching
my heart is pumping (ok tt's normal)

my fingers are shivering
my whole body is itching
i am doin strange things... ( is that normal?)

wat's wrong with me
wat's goina happen
is the world goina end?
is the sky goina fall?

nth is wrong
the sun is still shining
the birds are chipping ( not all)
the dogs are barking...
u noe wat i mean

so wat's goina happen
i guess u all noe

its the day where it onli comes onces a year
something better than christmas... even better than CNY
......
not labour day....

not mothers day ...
is my

BIRTHDAY!!

eh U dun act blur la..
i noe u noe de
as i kept on procasting!!
lol

16 yrs old leh...
not small boy liao
can c movies that some cant
LOL!!!
eh dun think pervertic-ly worh
every1 noes that i am a pure guy!

actually birthday is just another normal day
just that , tt's the day when we are a year older
but over the centuries.. ppl have making a big fuss abt it
ppl celebratin it...
throwin parties....

but is it realli neccessary?
BUT WHO CARES...
EVERY 1 LIKES IT !!!!!

1 more day....
just 1 more day
now is 22.05 so if i am not wrong
still have 1 hr 55 more mins
b4 the God made his wonderful creation
b4 the world had her best stone
16 yrs ago!!!!
hehe

4 lighting years!

Posted on Friday, May 11, 2007, at 5:42 PM

Freaky cool bros

the dance fools

the 1, 2, 3 friends

well
today was E maths paper 1
still ok not tt difficult
n tt's wat i am afraid off
i scared i over confident n
BOOM careless mistake
n its also kinda strange not able to use the calculator
loll
but every1 noes that paper 1 cant use de mah!!

was just lookin at the pics that i took in kranji...
noe if u were to ask any of the sec 4
they will surely say that

'' in a few more mths, we will be off kranji''
man i use to like tt phrase when i was in lower sec
cant wait to graduate

well
but now...
how i wish that we can stay much longer
( NOT RETAIN LA)

but after years of bonding n craping
its no doubt that we will have feelings
for both the sch n the ppl in it..
specially me, i have joinned
so many things.... so many competition
but i have onli 2 regrets in this sch
1st, not goin for the sec 1 camp ( where they select prefects)
if not... u noe...hehe
2nd, not goin for ELDDS audition....
hiah,...as alot of ppl said i shld have been one of them
hiah sian la!

but i have to say... kranji made a different in me
made alot of friends hehe

have friends to sing with
play with
crap with
dance with
study with
eat with
run with...
n so on..

there is a song tt i quite like
but its kinda old
by westlife... '' Season in the sun''

Gd bye to u my trusted friends
we noe each other since we where 2006
together we climb tables n chairs
learned of love n ABC's
skinned our hearts n
skinned our knees

Gd bye my friends its hard to die
but all the birds are singing
in the sky

Noe that spring is in the air
pretty gals are everywhere
think of me n i will be there

LOL

nice ryt
( but change abit la)

2 more day to my
BIRTHDAY!!!!

17 years ago.....

Posted on Thursday, May 10, 2007, at 6:33 PM

4E for life~

the ever hyper class.....

The chains of bros

welll
today the main even is of course
KC's birthday...
well its just another hard day for me
last time it was me who planned yan zhi's bd n now kc..
man i am realli running out of idea on how to
suprise them...
n just praying that everything will go smoothly
u shld had seen me just now
sweating as those there is a cloud on my head
but overall i think tt is a nice idea hehe

yeah ... but the class had fun n was kinda hyper
n i remember 1 sentence that ellysa said to me
'' wah u c the class so relax n hyper like no exam like tt''
wah tt realli meant alot to me... i am so glad that
i can actually move the whole class away from the
stressive world n into the party-ing mood
even though it was just less than an hour
but its worth it....

well as they say..
'' no play n all work makes jack a dull boy''
n who doesnt noe that stozer cant take it to be dull
( BHB again)

but planning a surpise party or even a simple party
its realli meaning full
expecially when u c the smile or shock in their face
when the suprise was thrown at them

4E have as much fun as u can together b4 we....
we..... seperate...

the trip to remember!

Posted on Wednesday, May 9, 2007, at 6:30 PM

today was a slow day
i must say that
as OMG... i duno y i cant seem to concentrate
, n whenever i lift up my head n stare at the clock
onli.... ' 5 mins past'.....' 10 mins past'
this is the SLOWEST day for me in KRANJI!

But 2 things happened on my way to sch
n on my way back to sch.....

ok 1st
on my way to sch
as usual the custom was crowded with ppl
tons of ppl lining up to wait for the bus
n i feel as though i one of the prisoners lining for food..
n of course the bus did come
n as usual tons of ppl cuttin queue.. cant realli do much though
onli can mumble to the ants on the ground '' WAT THE.."
but anyway
the bus was full n i wasnt on it
lookin at the watch i got to get on this bus
or else i will be late
( being a guy with great responsiblity )
i cant be late
thus u squeeze my way into the bus
... n made it...
just when i thought the day will be like any other 1..
when we were abt the get off
my Feet was stuck between the stairs n the door
OUCH... it took the driver abt 20 sec
b4 he found out tt the door was STUCK with my feet
the ppl ard me was saying '' kaki kaki' ( leg in malay)
n he just act blur?
i was so embarrassed....
my leg still hurt when i got down...
LOL
joker ryt!

2nd thing would be more eventful
when i was on my way back
i wasat Kranji MRT station
n just when i was abt to get on the bus
i saw a gal screamed i was thinking
"" wat happend''
n i turn ard n look but every1 look as though
they didnt hear it ... so i didnt realli care
but when went to the back of the bus
i saw a couple, n the gal suddenly stand up n had '' big movement''
i thought she heard a joke
suddenly another scream came frm her
n she started to cry n started to hit the guy
then i realise... a ' drama' has started
but wat i was shocked was that
the guy was prefectly calm
n the gal... was crying crazyly
n i thought are we boys that heartless...
hurting gals at times n being so calm?
wat are we... beast?
are gals like glass while we boys are like stones
when stones are thrown to the glass. the glass will
surely break into pieces while the stone, scratch-less..

sometimes... fairly tales n reality are just so different...
u might dream of bring in a fairly tale, but end up....
lol
love is strange...
although u noe that u MIGHT get hurt
but u still wanna it..
arent i ryt?

diff ppl , diff talkings

Posted on Monday, May 7, 2007, at 8:03 PM

well
i dun have much time to write this post
as i am schduled to start muggin in 5 more mins
so let me make this quick

well today was a normaly day
as nth realli much happen
or did it?....
any wayj
went to catch Spiderman 3
with some of my cliques..
BILLY, KC, YANG ZHI,WEI XUN
it was kinda nice a show
the action pact was great
just that i think that the show is abit draggy
ah!!!! 2.15hrs.. kinda long though
but it was best among the previous spiderman movie
but wat i dun like abt it is that
y must harry die?
oh man
for almost every movie is goes like this
there is a bad guy, who might turn to gd
n then DIE.... wat the..
lol
cant they be more creative
n do something special?
hehe

oh ya
i found out a difference between singaporean n malaysian
when there is a long queue
u can see grps of malaysian cutting queue as though nobody is behind them
n when u go n confront them, then will talk back as though u r at fault
LOL
strange ryt
but for singaporean , yes there still might be cuttin of line but not as much though
KRANJI'S CO VALUE - INTEGRITY

if u where to walk through a crowd
try to look at the peoples's lips next time
if it was a singaporean, u can hear them
mumbling '' excuse me.... sorry''
ya
but if it was a malaysian
yes u still can hear them mumbling
but they are saying
'' scram...'' '' get loss'' '' move''
try it
n u will noe wat i mean

.......

a new born baby

Posted on Sunday, May 6, 2007, at 1:35 PM

there is onli 1 word tat can
describe me, for the past few mths..
the word isnt, cute nor friendly
not happy nor sad
but is the word ' SLACK'

for this few mths
i have realli been slacking
i am even slacker than i ever been
i havent been so slack not even after my End Of Year Exam
this year shld be the year tt i give my final boost
n show every1 wat i am made of
n yet i am showing them this?
lol
joker ryt...
i have tons of time to study
but it's just that i dun have the mood to
n if i dun have the mood to , no matter wat i do
i cant seem to get into my head

haih
but..... something has changed
after seeing n hearing abt my friends
kept on choing their hw,.. doin watever they can
reduce the amt of time spent online.. on tv
n keep on locking themselve in their study room
it realli has motivated me to do the same thing
or even more than them..!!!!

do guys if u see me seldom online frm today on wards..
its normal...
u will c me online everyday after my O lvl..
( lol wat a joke)
i noe its hard.. as i am addicted to come online
there is not much thing i can do at home
except talkin to with u guys..
LOL
but this has to STOP..
or at least reduced...
yeah
n it will start frm
TOMORROE....
( eh come on la... give me 1 more day to chill)
i will hav to push myself...
O lvl is coming...
Go stozer......u can do it!!!
Maths
Biology
Chemistry
Physic
Geo
SS
Chinese
Eng
all will be under my feet!!
haha......

a eventful dinner

Posted on Saturday, May 5, 2007, at 11:08 PM

Wah THNK GOD
think Him....
i am out of the horrible event tt they call a ' Dinner'
just came back frm a dinner that i will nvr slip off my mind

was just informed that we will be goin to attend a dinner
this afternoon
was kinda lookin forward to it..
wow a dinner...
hmmmm

but my anticipattion was very wrong
my God, 1st lets talk abt the basic thing
FOOD!!!
ok well i sat there for abt 3 and a 1/2 hrs...
n guess wat... i was onli served with 3 dishes
how slow is that
2nd, the MC was bad... real bad
( or was it the audiences who were bad?)
nvm anyway, the atmosphere wasnt there
it was like the MC was talkin to themselves....
n we were complainin when the food will be served
next...
is the 1 tt i cant take it the most...
the songs...
OMG.. all the songs that they sang was like
songs that were hot b4 i was even born
wat made it worst was that
the speaker was tuned to top volume
they were BLASTING the music...
is songs more like a disco then a dinner to me
we all noe how old ppl
like to sing with loud voices n vibrating tone
..... n i cant forget tt....
may be i have singing - phobia already
LOL
will i ever have that?

but there is always a thing we bring back after everything
this is no exception
there was a hip hop competition
n it motivated me deeply
to continue n go learn dance back
may be i was born to dance
lol BHB
just feel like goin to the dance floor
to show them something...
but too bad i am not a gd dance YET...
so.. watch out world
stozer chan the ulimate dancer will be rocking the world
( as if)
lol
come on.. if me some support...!!

well let me end my post
with a little prayers for the needy n poor
lets pray n hope
for a better tomorroe for them
n promise that we will aid them in ways that we can...!!

yeah!

Stunned fact!

Posted on Friday, May 4, 2007, at 7:45 PM

Ladies n Gentlemen
prepare urself..... as u will
soon be reading the most impactful, shocking
n of course the most
EMO post that u will c.....
n it is of course written by the producer
of this blog...
STONNY MERONNI...
( yeah just one of my nameS)

well ok.....

actually i felt something within me....

a strange feeling AGAIN
( man i am a strange guy)
well, it all started when i went out to have dinner with my family
we went to a restaurant to enjoy
but i was actually unhappy abt it
as it wasnt the exact restaurant that i expected
so i was mumbling to myself complaining....
we sat beside the window....
n while i was complaining..
i peep down ( wow wat nice use of words)
n i saw a very thin guy, sitting on a cardboard, asking for money
then i reflected to myself
there are hundreds of ppl...even thousands.. millions may be
might need to worry abt their next meal, asking for money...
while i am over here .......
( u might have heard of such stories b4 many times
me 2........ but this is the very 1st time i am actually
feeling it.....)
den i thought abt the rate i am spending my money
n the amt of money that i had wasted...
how many ppl would do anything to have those money to survive..
i even thought of this
every1 are suppose to be equal..
n y am i up here sitting in an air-con room enjoying steak
when there are ppl sitting on cardboard. who would thnk God for a piece of bread?

shldnt we reflect on such things...

alot of my friends
say that i am rich ... or at least LOOK rich..
but actualy i am rich in the heart...lol!!
thats not the point
i mean... who doesnt want to be rich?
isnt there a saying (chinese saying)
'' money isnt the nature of life, its something extra''
but there is also a saying that contridicts it ( english saying)
'' money is power!''

2 totally different view on money
hmmmmm
so which 1 is the ryt 1?
but we cant say that the other 1 is wrong.
as it isnt, am i right?

i saw a MTV just now
it was a MTV of an english song
but forget wat was its title
it showed the poor people ard the world suffering....
n showing how ppl went to aid them n not onli impacted their lifes but also impacted the whole world.....

so can ppl like us do the same thing?
or is it onli for '' special'' ppl....

Old thoughts...

Posted on Thursday, May 3, 2007, at 6:23 PM

have u ever been asked this kinda ques
'' when ur mom n ur girlfriend were to fall off into the river who will u save 1st''
sometimes u would realli think abt it..
but sometimes u would just say LAME...
for me...
OF COURSE I SAVE MY GIRLFRIEND 1ST
as my mom noes how to swim..lol!!!
tt's not the point i am trying to get across....
wat i am trying to say is
have u ever feel so confused abt things.
duno which 1 to choose.. which 1 to take...
wat to do
yeah!!!!

but everytime i seriously get down to think abt it
my friends would say i am emo-ing
u do get it too ryt!!
LOL
even if i am alone n i think abt it
then when i am thinkin halfway i will certainly
think of something else tt is totally different frm wat i am suppose to!!
u get wat i mean

so becaz of those i cant seem to choose i ought too
LOL

but lets put the sad things aside yeah!
10 more days.....!
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 more days
to my BIRTHDAY
MAY 13...

yeah n i would be 16
wow!!!

16 years has passed so quickly!!
faster than i can finishing saying my full name
stozer chan jun sheng harry joanna marco luck MB micheal ballet
'' boom''
16 years gone lol

today i reached sch kinda early so just sat at
the wooden bench n just looked ard the sch
although i onli stared ard for a few sec ( as i started to think of other things again)
ya
every little corner tt i look at
i have memories in them

Library - my beijing friends came there to have lessons
Upper bball court - use to play there after school
Parade square - street dance competition, SSC farewell party
Canteen - crappin with friends
ITC - the time we had to choose our course..
Field - matches we had with other class, n once mr heng came in to stop the match 5 mins b4

the game to talk to us...lol

Each lvl - every years class

Hall- all the competition then i took part in..

PE room - SSC spring cleaning

Camp - Catwalk

A boy onced didnt even heard abt a sch call Kranji sec
n how.... he is not onli doing great in tt sch
but will nvr forget tt sch
as it changed him......
he got friends...( lots of them)
learn skills......

n found e new him!!!!!

A true comedian?

Posted on Wednesday, May 2, 2007, at 5:05 PM

hmmm
found out something
tt i shld had done so for the past few mths...
actually
mr tan, he is a teacher with great patience
n he is realli ' in ' to teaching our class
just that our class didnt give the chance for him to shine over us
a barrer was built b4 he even teach us..
n how is that goin to help us?
ok lets look at it this way...
'' so wat if we ' realli' dun like him n dun listen to his lesson,
he doesnt lose anything... well we dont either. just that we dun learn
anything either. ( this might seems old ) but who is the 1 tt is take the Os this year?''
he? ( nah he is too old) lol
u get wat i mean
is it too late?
will it be?
haha

1st, need to ask all of u all out there.
do i look like a comedian to u?

as almost everything i do
the way i talk, the facial expression tt i have while talkin
the way i move. the things i do
always have ppl laughing at me
LOL ( use to it)
yeah
so just wanna ask u guys out there!!!
hmm
wat abt this..
lets do a rating
rate 1 to 10
how funny am i?
am i a comedian?
LOL!!!

A once said story...

Posted on Tuesday, May 1, 2007, at 4:25 PM

A book tt once had great potential
a book tt could be written to many episode
selling better than any book then will every be sold
however.......
the book was onli written to Chapter 1
n now...
the story has ended..
out of the blue...
wat is this...
LOL
fate i say.... fate...
sometimes
things are not meant to be way they are
things just happen
no 1 or nothing to blame...
just take it as it is...

a few verse frm different songs to explain how i feel..
hehe

Why do I have to fly,
Over every town up and down the line?
I'll die in the clouds above
And you that I defend,
I do not love
I wake up, it's a bad dream
No one on my side
I was fighting
But I just feel too tired
To be fighting
Guess I'm not the fighting kind
Wouldn't mind itI
f you were by my side
But you're long gone
Yeah you're long gone now

Got every right to wanna leave
Got every right to wanna go
Got every right to hit the road
And never talk to me no more
You don't even have to call
Even check for me at all
Because the way I been actin' lately
Has been off the wall
Especially towards you
Puttin' girls before you

lol
u might not understand wat does dese verse mean...
but soon u will noe...
trust me....